Today it feels like the enormity of my diagnosis has only just hit me. I have been so busy 'doing' things which I think will help, it feels like this has distracted me from coming to terms with what is happening.
I suppose another way of looking at it is that it simply takes time to take on such news. There is no rush, there is no right or wrong way, maybe best to just flow with what arises as it comes.
Today is the most sad I have felt.
No wonder - Having incurable cancer is sad! It just is.
I am questioning what choices to make, what are my priorities, do I want to create a bucket list of things to do, how do I strike a balance between doing exceptional things v carrying on living life as normal.
