Well on christmas day last year , i was standing outside bab's daughters house feeling sorry for myself and thinking if i would still be here now . babs grandaughter found me and asked what was the matter told her and she said don't be daft course i would . she was right of course
So much has happened in the last twelve months to make me want to hold on to life as long as i can thats not to say i don't still…
Funny tittle eh! of course its me who else , have had a bad week end the deppression seems to be coming back , don't know why , not been out off house since friday even though had said i would meet friends and folk i want to see. Not bothered going work today either . why does it come down like a wave over me every six months or so for no reason.
They tell me at hospital i am doing fine and the longer i am in remission…
Went hosp today no biop, bloo,ds still bit low but stable they reckon .except platelets they had dropped again so had a bag full and now have to go back every two weeks for time being so lot happier today ta.
..Hi All you mac folk and friends , what a good title eh! any ideas what i mean , went for blood results today . All counts down a lot on last time , platelets bellow 100 Hb 12.9 neuts 2.8 wbc 4.2 rcc 4.3 . now this probably means nowt to most of you but to me it may mean the bloody thing is on way back . All counts way down on four months ago . the consultant gave me that there is no need for concern at the moment speach…
Some of you may have heard of me speak of my sister in law Edna . She was diagnosed with spinal cancer ten years ago . I have all ways held her up as one person whohad got the better of this monster, when talking to those on chat who are new and afriad of the future . She having been in remission for ten years.
Well as it says i title IT DON'T GO AWAY . Got home from work tonight and had a message on mobile <never take…
