I can't help wondering whether, if I had not rescheduled a scan that was due to take place before Christmas, whether Flash would still be alive, whether I could have saved him.
I asked Mr Whizz Top Vet Surgeon when he phoned me yesterday if there was anything I could have done, over and above what I had already done, and he knew what that was, and he said: "Not really." He just kept saying "It's a very sad…