Ok, here we go!

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Ok, it's late & I should be sleeping, but I'm on my own so it's time to blog something!

I decided that when I got around to starting a blog I'd start with where I am now, then I'd go back over the last few weeks before updating as I feel.

So right now, I'm 40 years & 7 months old. (I somehow, but don’t know why, feel the 7 months is significant!)

I'm married with 2 children. A daughter, 15 years old, & a son, 8 years old.

I work as a nurse doing the job I yearned for for about 2 1/2 years before one came up. I'm a tissue viability nurse (wounds). I'm one of a small team, covering a big Trust. My patients range from premature babies to people in their 100's, with specialities from cardiac surgery to oncology & haematology.

I own a motorbike which I rarely ride because of family commitments, & most of my friends have a biking background. Luckily for me, my work colleagues, past & present are also good friends.

I have a weakness for whisky & coke - of which I'm sipping on now!

As I shuffle in my seat, I'm aware of a bruise type discomfort in my left upper buttock / lower back from the bone marrow biopsy I had on Monday. I was also x-rayed from my head, to just below my knees - but luckily that leaves no discomfort!

As I type this, I imagine my bone marrow being 'processed' in a laboratory - possibly the one in the department in which my office is based!

I imagine in a few days time, Dr’s looking at my ‘results’ and typing them into a computer. A few days later again, a group of people (the multidisciplinary team), sat around a table discussing ‘my’ results, before ‘inviting’ me to an appointment to let me in on things.

I’m hoping they’re good results. By good I mean the lesser of the evils they could be.
I never thought one day I’d be hoping to have a pre-cancerous condition. But given the choice of pre-cancerous, or cancerous, I know which I’d choose!
So that’s where I am now. Waiting.

I guess I have a lot of that to come...

Madiso
  • Former Member
    Former Member

    Hi Nicolala,

    Waiting ugh! My finers are also all crossed for a good result (well as good as it can be, as you say), and yes, perspectives most certainly do change.

    Onwards and upwards, take care

    Jan xx

     

     

  • Former Member
    Former Member

    Hi Nicolala,

    I hope that the results are what you are wishing for... But if you find that you need a hug or a hand hold just send me a nudge.

    Hope that the sore bits become less sore and the worry washes away with the next shower.

     

    Amanda xx

  • Former Member
    Former Member

    Hi Nicolala,

    Very Painful Bone marrow biiopsy. Hope  you get the right results. The curse of tests the waiting.  All the best and Good Luck.

    Take care and be safe Big Hugs Sarsfield.xx