Well as christmas looms ever closer I feel like my heart is breaking without Bill. We really thought he was going to beat this disease, but it was not to be.My life is now a lonley and dark place with no light at the end of the tunnel.I will never hear his voice again it was big deep sexy ,that was the first thing I fell in love with ,then his sense of houmor funny and twisted in the way only a man you love get's away with like the time he called me to say get dolled up we are going out for dinner so I got myself ready and he picked me up only to tell me he had a little errand to do first so he stops outside a chippy nips inside comes out with a big bag and camly puts in to the boot then drives for about ten miles and says this layby or the next one dear! I won't tell what my reply was suffice to say the air was blue lol.His ambition in life was to own a shop and he eventualy got his dream ,of all things a small antique shop then he went in to second hand furniture which I am now trying to keep going, to be honest I really do not know anything else after working togther for the last twenty odd years ,the shop might have to go though as I am finding it just too much without him . I have my memories of both good and bad times but given the chance would do it all over again with him at my side,he was my hero, the only person who made me feel whole ,safe and loved and I am very proud to have known him and to have had his love .
Bill I love you xxx
Nora x x x
