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Firstly I want to say thanks for the support and advice I received from my first blog. Last night had a major row with my boyfriend because 1- he didn't like the fact that I'd joined the online community, he out of protection for me felt that maybe I would be given bad advice from the people online & also that I would start to feel that I could only talk to them about my emotions, shutting him out!  As I knew that…

Haven't written a diary since I was a kid, worrying about simpler things than the situation I find myself in today. I know this is a blog, but similar right? 2 weeks ago today I spoke to a doctor who told me my mum has late stage lung cancer! She's been in hospital since the 11th of this month.  Back in July she was complaining of a back ache I really didn't think much of it. Said that she'd probably pulled a muscle…