Brainwoman

  • Kalms

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Blog number 2. I realised today how angry and upset I came across yesterday and it’s not that I am not, it’s that sometimes I find things difficult. I find the mornings the worst and by the afternoon I’m usually ok. I’m trying to realise that I’m still me and that cancer is just a small part of me. I need to learn to cope with going out. I feel self conscious because of the no hair thing but was out for most of yesterday…

  • Why me?

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I am 1 in 10 million. A bearer (just about) of PCNSL- primary central nervous system lymphoma- lymphoma of the brain in other words. I am 43 years old and a mum of 2 girls, a nearly 10year old and an 8year old. It’s not bloody easy having cancer, I hate it infact. I’ve tried to be calm and positive but it’s not doing it for me. I’m angry and just a bit pissed off. How do I achieve the zen like calm that others have? Answers…