I have found this forum hoping to get some support. I’ve had my recent surgery , trying to come to terms with my new chapter in life. I am a little hesitant to write because I am upset, confused and in a lot of pain. I am Registered Blind, quite lost nowadays. I express my feelings differently. This is me:
The unexpected journey…
Hospital bed
Home comfort
The trauma of the surgery.
The Endometrial Cancer!
Thank you Universe
For the warning signs ..
How did this all happen so suddenly?
The Surgery
The trauma
The pain
The weeping heart
The support
The Care
Thank you Angels …
Forever grateful
I come home
to warmth, to quiet corners,
where pain softens
into something I can hold.
Relief hums softly,
a tender euphoria.
The ache still lingers,
but no longer devours
it simply breathes beside me.
My heart still weeps,
and my hands still tremble.
Yet here I am,
learning the rhythm of recovery,
the courage of small steps.
The roles have changed
now I receive,
not give.
It feels strange,
this letting others hold me.
Dependency,
once taboo,
reveals itself as grace
the shared pulse of caring,
the quiet truth of being Me.
So I breathe,
and whisper to myself:
Think. Accept. Learn. Look ahead.
This is not the end
it is a new beginning.
A softer, wiser,
braver chapter.
I will walk on
This new path
With my
Finger-eyes
Confidently…
