Hello , I am a newbie

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I have found this forum hoping to get some support. I’ve had my recent surgery , trying to come to terms with my new chapter in life. I am a little hesitant to write because I am upset, confused and in a lot of pain. I am Registered Blind, quite lost nowadays. I express my feelings differently.  This is me:

The unexpected journey…

Hospital bed
Home comfort
The trauma of the surgery.
The Endometrial Cancer!

Thank you Universe
For the warning signs ..

How did this all happen so suddenly?

The Surgery
The trauma
The pain
The weeping heart
The support
The Care

Thank you Angels …
Forever grateful

I come home
to warmth, to quiet corners,
where pain softens
into something I can hold.

Relief hums softly,
a tender euphoria.
The ache still lingers,
but no longer devours
it simply breathes beside me.

My heart still weeps,
and my hands still tremble.
Yet here I am,
learning the rhythm of recovery,
the courage of small steps.

The roles have changed
now I receive,
not give.
It feels strange,
this letting others hold me.

Dependency,
once taboo,
reveals itself as grace
the shared pulse of caring,
the quiet truth of being Me.

So I breathe,
and whisper to myself:
Think. Accept. Learn. Look ahead.

This is not the end
it is a new beginning.
A softer, wiser,
braver chapter.

I will walk on
This new path
With my
Finger-eyes

Confidently…

  • Hello

    Welcome to the Womb group.

    I am sorry to hear of your diagnosis of endometrial cancer and am sorry that you are feeling in pain following your surgery. Please do not feel hesitant in posting in the group for support. There are many lovely ladies on here who have had the same diagnosis and surgery who will want to reach out and offer support. 

    I am not sure when your surgery happened but it is worth contacting your hospital regarding the pain that you are in so that they are aware. It may be that you need some extra pain relief for a while until things settle. There should be a number on your discharge paperwork that you can ring for support. 

    You are not alone in expressing your feelings through poetry and writing and anything that helps is worth doing. We do have a Support Line that is available from 8am-8pm daily if you feel talking things through would help.

    We do have a forum on here that may be of interest to you. I will pop a link below. 

    (+) Express yourself cancer forum | Macmillan Online Community

    I hope that your pain will ease and I wish you well for the rest of your recovery. If there is anything you need, please do ask.

    Jane

           

    Macmillan Support Line - 0808 808 00 00, 7 days a week between 8am-8pm

  • Hello Jane,

    Thank you gir uour kind words , I feel very grateful for your time to read my post. 
    I know it’s a long road, with support from MacMillan, and my Blind Organisations, I will continue to make a positive change in days ahead.  
    can’t wait to post my other poem! 
    Regards..

  • I look forward to reading it. 

    It can feel a long road but you'll get there- little steps at a time. 

    We are here when you need us.

           

    Macmillan Support Line - 0808 808 00 00, 7 days a week between 8am-8pm

  • This is a great forum for support.Having the right pain relief is important in recovery from surgery so hope you can get that soon. I had some extra meds to help me. 

  • Thank you. 
    Trying to stay positive as days go by. 
    yes, had pain killers to release the pain and now? Constipation, need laxative … this goes round snd round.  Oh deary me! 

  • I felt there was nothing useful I could say before but my MIL told me that during the war chocolate was the only laxative they had. It's a good excuse to eat dark chocolate anyway and the magnesium it contains will help a little with stress.  Our daughter was prone to constipation when small and well the prescribed medications failed we tried fig biscuits. She was a lot happier with those and they worked better. Wishing you strength and some good pain relief. 

  • Thank you for the tips. 
    I shall try dark chocolates and more vegetables.  
    Kind Regards x