Its very frustrating that after all this time its back. I had radical surgery last time and surgery is not an option this time.
I probably knew quite quickly when another sore patch would not heal and then I found a small lump that I was in trouble.
Biopsy CT MRI PET Blood Tests scans its been relentless these past 5 weeks.
Now I'm facing Radiotherapy. They also say I need 5 weeks of once a week Chemo at the same time.
I'm devastated, my head cant think. I don't have anything else wrong with me, I don't take drugs for anything.
I'm struggling to accept this. Everyone around me is telling me I'm strong and can fight this but I have no control .
Its such a rare cancer that it is difficult to explain it to people and I really don't want to.
