No idea what to put here, just had a CT scan yesterday so waiting for results to see if my Melanoma stage 3 has spread, but nurse couldn't feel any lymphatic chunks so that is good or at least hopeful : /
It's been a crazy week, I'm in shock. But I'm getting out there trying new things seeing people but my social battery is pretty low at the moment, I think dating life may have to take a back seat right now.
I don't want to winge too much but I will a bit! But last few years I feel that stress hasnt helped my immune system defo hasn't helped!
I got a late adhd diagnosis last year aged 37, so I've been working on accepting my blind spots owning them and not masking who I am. I’ve been finding it difficult to be normal around people for what seems like forever but this has added a bit more weight to that pressure.
I'm just sharing that I don't think I am Ok atm and I feel a deep need to have people around me who can relate. I've started looking for a support group in Bristol, but those can be hit n miss.
I know some people are dealing with far more impactful health news and I dont know enought yet.The results will be whatever it will be, but in meantime I'm trying to process how I feel.
If I have question it would be: does anyone else struggle to understand/express emotions?
Thanks 
T
