So scared

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Hi I'm 51 , I lost my voice in April after months of antibiotics I started getting a pain in my chest when I took a deep breath I just happened to mention this to the dock so she sent me for chest xSee no evil, ray then CT scan then the other thing that's a bit better then a CT scan can't remember what that's called ,iv just had a endoscopic i no they think iv got lung cancer because iv See no evil seen it on my app the doctor introduced me to the Macmillan nurse but the doc doesn't seem to care wot questions I'm asking he hasn't told me anything, so I'm left with Google which, to be honest isn't giving me anything good to hold on to , i no lung cancer is a bad one but this has been going on for almost 5 Months an if most people dye in the first year an i half way through the rest of my life already, ?? Should I still be cleaning the very big very tiring houses that I clean ,?? An what about my puppy she's not even 2do I have to get her a new home ,,also when do I tell my mum an daughter, iv got so many questions I fill like I might explode...

  • No a reply as I wrote that , Iv just reread an notice the monkeys??don't no what that's about sorry for any confusion...

  • Hi there,

    Firstly please give Doctor Google a miss as it can be out of date and very unhelpful. From what you say the medics seem pretty sure you have cancer but they will need to find out more before they can decide what treatments are best for you. I waiting for results can be the most difficult time. I told my family about my suspected lung cancer but there was not much point in further discussion as I had no other information. The MacMillan nurses can be very helpful so maybe you could call them so you can find out more about what comes next. Don’t worry about the monkeys!  You could contact the nurses at your hospital or alternatively talk to someone here or on the Roy Castle site.

    Just hang on to your dog as well. Treatments are getting better all the time.

    Sending you love Bouquet Daisy

  • Hi it can be really hard waiting for answers and results , I agree you should ring the cancer nurses for an update 

    please be assured your not alone we all here and wish you the best outcome 

    love Donna xx 

  • I lost my son to a rare form of cancer 16 months ago.10 weeks later I found out I had stage 4 lung cancer,I was in shock and had no idea.Other than weight loss and a slight cough I put it down to caring for my son.like you had all the tests to confirm.Other than my partner my cancer  nurse and a lady I met while aving treatment I havnt told my mum are daughter. I dont want to have them worrying all the time about me,and I wont tell them unless they comes a point where i can no longer keep it to myself.Ive undergone two 20 sessions of radiotherapy  and continued to work part time.Im now looking into early retirement thou I'm 63 now.Some days I'm very breathless other days I'm OK.Ive decided to gp on holiday and live a normal life as possible..I dont plan months in front, but I'm not willing to give up either.Its just gone 12 months since I found out and I'm making the most of life.What I'm trying to say is worrying doesn't change everything that's going on,we all deal with that everyday,but make everyday count now.Ive spent many a hour on my own crying behind clised doors.,but to the rest of the world I slap on my smiley face.Wishing you all the best for the future.Found this forum as been great for support

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