Its morning and again I woke up terrified of the day. I go see docs at 2 and am on edge already. I'd give anything for a hug from someone, a person to watch a show with to lean on just anyone.. am so flipping lonely..
Hi Frazzled,
Am so sorry that you are still feeling so worried. It is perfectly natural to feel like this during this time. I hope that your appointment with your doctor goes well and that he can give you some reassurance and answers about what happens next. I think that even with people around you, you can still feel alone when going through cancer. But please do reach out on here as we do understand.
Maybe give the Support Line a quick call and talk to someone on there if you think it would help
Jane
Macmillan Support Line - 0808 808 00 00, 7 days a week between 8am-8pm
Actually I think it did in away. The Pet scan showed only cancer was the one in lung. So now to do an MRI on head to make sure theres none there. The biopsy didnt go good apparently I fought them so they were only able to test one of the lymph nodes they wanted to test but the one they tested is clear. So am gonna have to go have keyhole surgery to finish the biopsy under complete sedation so they can test the other lymph nodes and the cancer thingy. And see what that test says and if the surgeon can remove it or not because of where it is and go from there..
Some good news for you then.
How do you feel after today's news ?
Alittle worried but not near as much as before. The surgery for the biopsy makes me nervous but I guess they cant do anything if they dont have clear answers. I feel tired and wishing the shortness of breath could be fixed for the time being so I could go for longer walks while waiting to find out what they can do so I know when I can go back to work. It was just part time but I love my job and work friends..
How did your appointment go?
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