Always so scared in the mornings. Long days of waiting and being lonely I just dont know where to put myself sometimes. I feel the need to apologize all the time. I dont feel like doing anything anymore.. I just need to get it out in the morning and I'm trying not to mess up my kids day..
She may be getting ready
sorry I got confused when I saw your different posts I thought it was different days. As you can see I’ve deleted my entry.
shall we stick to this one so I don’t loose you again 
Ann
