Hi, I had chest X-rays on Thursday, having been referred a couple of months earlier due to a persistent cough. I assumed it was due to hay fever and a nasal drip, so was shocked when I had a phone call yesterday to say there were shadows on both lungs and I needed an urgent CT scan, which has been booked for Monday.
I had Covid 2 weeks ago so I’m hoping that might be the explanation. I’m also thinking cancer is unlikely as the shadows are in both lungs. Am I being naive? I’m 58, non-smoker and rarely drink.
My partner is abroad on a golf trip at the moment so I’m feeling alone and frightened. I can’t bring myself to tell him as he’ll worry and it’ll spoil his holiday, but my imagination has gone into overdrive. I’m ignoring his calls as I don’t know if I can disguise my fear.
Good morning all, and thank you again for your lovely replies.
I am feeling better now that I’ve finally had my hospital appointment. I spent 3 hours at the lung clinic on Tuesday where I had blood tests, ECG, breathing tests, full exam and consultation with the doctor and designated nurse. I am now waiting for a needle guided biopsy and CT, which will be in up to 4 weeks time. My partner and I are to be married on 25th May and we have a 2 week holiday/honeymoon to Crete arranged for 27th May (postponed from 2020). Apparently the medical advice is not to fly until 10 days after a needle biopsy, so we’re keep everything crossed that I can have it before 17th May. The nurse has made a special request but obviously there are no guarantees. I’m pretty scared about the procedure and I hope I can be sedated.
I’m feeling encouraged from reading posts on here where members have survived for years even with a poor prognosis. I’m also very lucky to be otherwise in excellent health, so I’m hoping that will open up more treatment options.
So many lovely things have happened since the diagnosis. The engagement has been the best news, and planning the wedding is a wonderful distraction. I’m also overwhelmed by the gifts, best wishes and outpouring of love from friends, some of which I’ve not been in touch with for years. If it wasn’t for the diagnosis lurking in the shadows this would be the happiest of times.
Sending love to you all today x
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