Pancoast Tumour - My Story

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Hi All

I am new here and hoping for some more information, also whilst awaiting diagnoses I have been doing a lot of googling, and found so little on my type. Especially in my age group. Most posts about mine seem to be on behalf of older relatives. Apparently it's rare, and rare as hens teeth in my age group. (34 year old female). So by sharing my story here I hope to raise awareness and should anybody find themselves where I am now, they can google for some information.

I just got diagnosed yesterday (Maundy Thursday).

I also want to raise awareness to get checked, if it's not normal for you, please do not dismiss it as I did and leave it and just think it's part of getting older.

I should start by saying I am slightly more complicated as I also have an autoimmune disorder called hidradenitis suppurativa (HS I call it as spelling and saying it is a mission). This is pretty harmless, extremely painful and embarrassing condition that causes abscesses in sweat gland areas. It is not relevant to my story so do not get hung up on it, other than it helped my cancer hide behind it as I blamed this for some of the symptoms.

I noticed some stinging type sensations under my arm initially, this is not abnormal for me as I also get frequent cellulitis infections as part of my HS. It is my left axilla that is predominantly affected with the right rarely coming to the party. The stinging was on the right so I could not understand why I had no abscess, no bright red skin, no thickening. I dismissed it, it came and went intermittently I kept an eye but it never came to anything.

Around August 2017 I then noticed sleeping at night was uncomfortable to lie on my right side. This went on for a while at least a month or two and wasn't improving. I had gone numb where I was getting the stinging under my arm. Again I did not think too much of this as I had had numerous surgeries to drain abscesses and had noticed nerve damage/loss of sensation in the badly affected left so assumed it was that.

I had also been getting a lot of headaches, which I had mentioned to the doctor previously, they ran bloods and said I was low normal so put me on iron to boost me a little. This did stop the headaches.

Another thing I had noticed and was rather annoyed about is embarrassingly I did not link it and despite them saying always get checked and I didn't. My right breast had changed shape slightly. I felt like I looked a bit sagged, not being by any means are large chested woman I was most put out, but just thought ah that is what they mean about your 30s.

My other weird quirky symptom which again I didn't link is I suddenly started suffering from indigestion/belching which I had never ever had problems with in my life. I just got some indigestion remedies to try and help.

The most scary symptom for me in these couple of months was on and off 3 times the whole right side of my face went numb for a few minutes at a time. It felt just like I had had a dental local anaesthetic. Half my tongue felt thick and floppy my nose was numb down one side and my cheek. At this point I started to google and freaked myself out as it kept saying potentially MS for my symptoms. (just the numbness I didn't think to link the rest at this point). I had also noticed the numbness across my chest and at times down my arm in to my little finger and ring finger.

October 2017 I finally I went to my doctor about another one of my friendly abscesses and brought up the pain in my right chest/numbness across my chest and back of my arm and numbness of face. He suggested a trapped nerve. I was referred for an xray.

I had this the report said I had a very slight narrowing between two neck vertebra and a bone spur. Accepting this must be the cause I went to a chiro to resolve. My insurance would fund 4 sessions which I had and only felt mild benefits. 

I went back to the GP and asked what to do for the best, there had been mention of an MRI but as the Chiro had mildly helped I went for physio which was unlimited on my insurance.

I had seven sessions in total, in the middle I had 3 sessions of acupuncture in one week and that really made me feel better I was getting more and more pain by now and so fed up as I had gone in October and it was now January/February. I thought finally I would be fixed, then we slowed back down to once a week and the pain was intolerable again. 

The physio agreed he had done all he could and referred me back to my GP and pain specialist who would organise an MRI and maybe an injection to the nerve if needed.

I sore the pain man who was lovely, organised an MRI of my neck suspecting a protruding disc. February 2018 I went for my MRI so relieved I would finally be getting fixed. He said that a couple of my symptoms didn't fit that diagnosis but some people are wired differently, He also said that after six months a protruding disc should have healed itself by now, or very near to it.

It was a Wednesday and I was to meet with him the following Monday to discuss. Within half an hour of getting out of the MRI I had a text to ask me to go that evening to see him and bring someone with me. It was at that point my world came crashing down. I knew I was in for bad news and something serious had been found. I was very tearful at first but then went into a seriously calm slightly surreal state about it.

I went to see him as requested and he was gutted I could tell to tell me that the MRI of my neck had actually picked up a mass on the Apex of my lung. I now know that this is a Pancoast Tumor and that it ties exactly with my symptoms.

Also in hindsight looking at my MRI and comparing it to my Xray, it was there all along on my Xray and it was missed! It should have been found 4 months earlier. I am angry about that at times, but also realise being angry won't change it. It was missed and a four month earlier diagnosis could have made all the difference. I had read tumours double in size in four months. But it wasn't and it can't be changed.

He advised I would need to go for several more MRIs of my brachial plexus, thorasic inlut, my spine, chest and head ( I had also been getting a lot of headaches so they were now being ultra precautious). with contrast and a thorasic CT with contrast.

These showed the mass as suspicious and of about 9cm with enlarged lymph nodes.

I was then referred for lung function tests, blood tests a lung biopsy and a PET scan which I had to travel to the UK for was we have limited facilities in my small island.

The biopsy confirmed it was positive for cancer, I have Adenocarcinoma the most common type. The PET scan showed some other 'hot' areas areas for concern. So I need to have more tests, though the enlarged lymph nodes in other areas I think will all be due to my HS as the areas are both Axillas, my groin (which I have had an ultrasound on and need to have a biopsy on to be sure) and my bowels, which seem fine but need a polyp removed, so likely what the scan was finding.

Providing none of these other areas are affected I am a stage III B and they believe at least an N2 as the node in right side looks malignant, so does the node of my Trachea and they are questioning the left side node which would make it an N3.

If it's spread elsewhere I will be a stage 4. Here is a post to how the TNM stages are spilt over the different stages and how they categorise them. cancer relief lung cancer stages

They believe due to the multi layer node involvement it is inoperable, which I am a little relieved about as it's major lung removing surgery and potentially ribs too.

I will have to go back to England to see the Oncology specialist there hopefully within a week or two, by which all my other areas results will hopefully be in. But all being well it looks like I will receive Chemoradiation. I have been told it will be the highest dose they give. Which is where my questions come in please, how long for, how often? We do not have radiation facilities where I am from so again this would have to be done in the UK. I need to plan around this life/animals/work etc and do not relish being in a place for too long where non of my home comforts or friends/family are. 

Sorry it was long, I wanted it to be as informative as possible for anybody else going through a pancoast diagnosis.

But please the main point of my post was, laying all those symptoms together it's obvious, but them appearing separately over several months and being such a rare lung cancer (only 5% of all) and usually affecting men in their 60/70s I am the hen's teeth diagnosis that you see people dismissing all over the internet when people google and panic that they have shoulder pain. Get checked, if it's not normal for you, just check it out!

  • Wow He wasn’t lying when he said it was complicated was he! 
    My dear friend, I still have my journey to Jersey to organise, this bloody Covid is not helping! 
    I am so sorry you are having to face this. You are in my thoughts, and a special place in my heart.

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    “Try to be a rainbow, in somebody else's cloud” ~ Maya Angelou
    Chelle 

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  • Dear Gina,  I don't post anymore but do keep up with a couple of threads and I do keep up with what is happening with you.  There are no words to express how sad I am to hear your news.   Chelle says you will always have a place in her heart and I am sure that is true for most of us that have joined this forum.  You have truly touched  the hearts of so many people.  Just know you are in our thoughts. x

  • Hi Gina.

    Pancoast tumour - my story, this is your thread Gina and we’ve all had the privilege to join you on this journey, nearly half a million views - wow. We’ve gained hope and strength from it.


    Lung chatty thread - you set that up for us all to just come and chat, even shout & moan but most of all we’ve all shared some laughs along the way. 

    You have been here for everyone on this group, I doubt there’s one post you haven’t replied to. So we’re all here for you now. In all my replies to you on this thread I don’t think I’ve ever given you a hug, so here it is the biggest one I’ve got ((()))

    Take care, speak soon 

    Julie
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    just to say exactly what you’ve said is so true. Gina has been support and friendship to us all and has tirelessly replied to so many who’ve posted on the lung cancer thread.

    just hope she feels and knows how much she’s thought of 

  • When I awoke to so many notifications from this thread this morning, I knew that the news would not be good.

    I am so, so sorry Gina.

    We will be there for you as you have been there for us.

    hugs

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    Former Member in reply to Lolie

    We send you love support and lots of Hugs - you are such an amazing person ( you have helped so many people Gina) I wish we could wrap all our love up and turn it into a cure for you - you so deserve it xxxx Cathy

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    Former Member in reply to Former Member

    And so say all of us!

    Sue xx

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    Oh Gina, i  have only just seen this i am afraid I have not been on site much this last week with my Dad home now after being in hospital for a double hernia op in which he had a heart attack in recovery, a flooded kitchen and a kidney infection for me, I have been rather distracted. i’ve just been reading your latest update and sorry to hear that you didn’t get better news. In fact its just very much something that although you were aware of the possibility i was rather hoping that you still had treatment options , i only hope now is that you get some good symptom management from your hospice team. I really don’t know what to say really, i am a bit lost for words with this to be honest. Thinking of you and sending some gentle hugs your way. 

    “let hope be your lighthouse beckoning you though stormy seas" - Jessica de la Davies

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    Former Member in reply to chellesimo

    Nel, Peggy, Buttercup, Seychelles (long time I am glad to hear from you).

    Thank you all, sorry it has taken me a while to answer you all.

    It's a weird feeling to be honest when you get here. It is one you dread and fear but I can also tell you there is always a semi sense of relief too. That you can stop having to say yes to treatment when your body is so tired and you are exhausted from giving it all you have and then some. Lots of tears of course but also to sit back and appreciate a rest is also there too. 

    Yes Chelle I don't like to make their jobs easy do I?

    I know, so wish we could have met in person, but I know you are their virtually caring for me too as all the lung family look out for each other. Please keep this up and keep pulling the newbies onto the life boats when you see them appear on the horizon. When I joined there were so many unanswered posts, now pretty much everybody gets at least one reply and quite a few get many replies and it makes us all feel less overwhelmed and less alone.

    Ina so good to hear from you, we are a lovely group and I think all members feel like at least one person they have bonded so well with and helped support each other. We are so interwoven to each other.

    Julie - I am still hoping they make a movie out of it with Amelia Clarke to play me. Perhaps the rest of you can think who they want to play them Slight smile can't believe how many people tune in to read my waffle Slight smile

    We do have a good time on the lung chatty thread. I like the most of reading how members who are too shy to post but still read it and find the group supportive to them too.

    eekk hugs from Julie, it must be a big day! right back at you Hugging

    Nel I am definitely feeling the love thank you all.

    Lolie - ops did your phone get blown up, sorry Slight smile

    CMTD thank you, it really has been a priviledge to be let into every person's story and feel at times you have all helped each other.

    Gbear - oh if it doesn't rain it pours doesn't it. I am sorry to read that, I hope your Dad is on the mend and hope you are too. Don't worry no one can find the words to say to me right now and I doubt I could find the right words for someone else either.

    I will post quick as battery dying then ill do a small update on me before I loose all I have already types out.

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    Former Member in reply to Former Member

    Small update on me.

    Hospice were supposed to come see me after lunch Friday. I knew I needed to shower, wash hair, change of clothes, clean up and ideally do the housework before they came of course.

    So I failed miserably. I put the washing on and cleared away the dishes and most of the stuff about. I tried to wash my hair but I was so unbalanced (I have a step into a bath shower) I had to get out as I felt like I was on a seesaw, just manged to get out. My left ulna nerve to my two small fingers is completely numb which doesn't help. I had to then dry heave over the loo for sometime until I was sick. Every time I thought I had finished and went to move my head or stand I started all over again. This went on for quite sometime and it scared me as I am finding I can't see well in the dark either.

    So we all agreed that it was in my best interest to be taken to the hospice, for at least the weekend to get pain meds under control as I am awaking in the early hours and to try and get me feeling more stable and comfy. Late on a Friday is not the ideal time to organise more support at home.

    So I am being well nourished and looked after here at the hospice. Hoping with support I can return home early next week but it could be permanent stay here if I can't manage at home alone. We will see what they say Monday and what support they can offer.

    Take care all