the straw that broke the camels back

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I’ve just gone through breast cancer treatment and during a CT scan they found a massive 9cm kidney tumour and I don’t know whether it’s cancer yet. CT scan showed nothing else outside of the kidney but they described it as “massive”. I’m now back in the referral system and have to wait up to two weeks so I’m just in the vortex and I need help. I’m terrified this is the beginning of the end .. what the hell. I’m 50 years old and healthy : all bloods normal Inc renal function and urine. I’ve had one operation in my life - breast lumpectomy ! I’m so so frightened and the impact on my mental health now is unbearable. It’s literally the straw that broke the camels back 

  • Thank you for the message and some reassurance. I know you won’t know all the answers but applying some common sense and knowledge does help me. I had a CT scan of the thorax, abdomen, pelvis with contest dye which found the tumour. Nothing mentioned about it being outside of the kidney so I think contained but being referred to specialist. I’m getting pain in my lower back and legs both sides actually but mostly right side which is the side of the kidney. I’m also getting headaches so worried about brain mets too now. Do you think they’ll scan brain or do pet, mri? I’ve no idea which is the scan of preference for this ..  with the breast cancer I had an mri but only of the breast to see the location and size of that tumour for removal. I’ve just finished radiotherapy for that now and wonder if the headaches are linked to that ?! Plus overthinking, not sleeping Etc Weary

  • They'll check everything! And it will be a full body MRI. If they need to do the skeletal scan, that'll be a radioactive injection and then the full body scan 4hrs later. 

    Best advice I can give is stay away from Google as if it's the plague, and try not to overthink everything and self diagnose. I can't comment or advise on your radiotherapy and possible side effects, because your targeted therapy was a different area of the body. Mine was hip and pelvic bone area, whereas yours was soft tissue. Stress will also give you headaches. Speak with Macmillan, and also your GP! Honestly these two alone will help. Relaxation music through headphones will help calm your mind at night and help with sleep. Anything to get your mind off of your thoughts to help.

    You need to chat with your oncologist and find out, what could potentially be the main tumour, if there is a second one other than what you've already been treated for. I don't know if what you were recently treated for could potentially seed in the areas you mentioned. I know that the Kidney possibly could, if it was the main tumour. This needs to be confirmed 1st by your oncologist.