Recently diagnosed

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Hello

I was diagnosed on NYE with Hodgkins and will be having a biopsy tomorrow.

I'm obviously scared and frightened, alongside the heady concoction of denial (it doesn't feel like it's me), sadness, hope (it's really treatable and the success rate is high), attempts to distract myself and confusion. .

How did you guys find dealing with the bit before you find out the extent of everything? I mean, I don't know what stage it's at or anything  so it's a bit of a daunting question if I look over it. What happens after the biopsy?

Sorry, so many questions... just thought it'd be nice to find people who also went through the same.

Thank you so much in advance

Tom

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    FormerMember in reply to FormerMember

    Good luck for today Tom.....hoping all goes well and veins behave....

    Dxx

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    Hey all

    Aww thank you! It went fine, my vein my hand is all bruised but feeling ok. Only problem now is that I'm feeling a mite exhausted (sleep last night came there none) BUT I'm going to a gig very shortly! AHHH.

    Oh well! At least scan is over :)

    Hope all are well. I find results on 16 sep as I said.

    T

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    Aw Phil, just read back about your charity match, that's awful! Hope you manage to sort something with the burgers and sausage. Sounds like a change of club is definitely due- what a shame! 

    Krazy, rubbish that chemo has been postponed, will you get GCSFs? My neuts were often low but went up with the injections, I needed them for every other chemo but never had to postpone. I did the injections myself, they were different to Phil's, mine were pre-filled syringes which had to be stored in the fridge, top tip take them out an hour before you inject if you get those! Hope you are feeling ok.

    Cezza, don't panic too much about those neuts, I was below 0.5 lots and never got an infection (turned out what they thought was a chest infection just after 6b was the Bleo-damage), keep taking care with hand washing, not long now!!

    I missed 3,000 who got it??

    Mark, Tom, Moomy, John, Cee, Daisy, Claire and everyone hope you are well this morning.

    Steroids still keeping cough and wheeze at bay; did a run and a river swim yesterday and felt good. Hoping consultant will taper them when I go in three weeks, I am still not sleeping well and do resemble a pouchy hamster.

    love Jakki xx

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    Hmmm, I claim 3000, by accident really, sorry Jakki!!!!!! ......................... Yeah, totally gutted about the match. Son has been approached by 8 or 9 clubs for him to play next season and as the captain of one is already collecting for MacMillan we are looking at transfering the raffle prizes to him, most of the food is in the freezer so no real loss, it's just the going out and buying over ÂŁ100 of food. ............................. Sorry to hear about the Bleo but not surprised as I had to have it stopped after 3a I think it was. My neuts went down to 0.2 at their lowest which was on the Monday before the following Friday session so they could have gone lower, I don't think they're worried about you picking up external infections, as my nurse said to me colds & flu they can handle with anti-b"s, it's the hospital superbugs and anything coming in through the drugs themselves that worries them i.e. blood infections. ................. I've got a fasting blood test next week to check on my blood sugar level after it being so high for the PET and I get my INR checked this Friday so hoping it will be getting somewhere close to target and I start my return to fitness course in two weeks, busy times ahead. .......................... Take care all, Phil
  • Hi everyone, 

    Phil, what a pain about all that food! Glad you had space free in your freezer though. I bet it will eventually get used.hope blood tests settle ok

    G-CSF jabs are good, there is another type which is a one off, but the G-CSF, as Jakki says, are ready prepared, you get one out of the fridge and after it has warmed a bit you just pinch a bit of flesh and give it. So hope they decide to use that, Krazy. 

    Jakki, oh my, missing the magic 3000! Oh heck! I hope too, they can reduce your steroids, glad your fitness is improving. 

    Tom, they found a vein, hooray! Now hope for great things from that scan. 

    Everyone else, hope things are going on ok

    we have had a session of retail therspy! Yay! Daughter is feeling better and has begun sleeping a bit better too, phew! We've also had deep chats. She has a counselling appointment today, we will both drive in, so I can drive her home if need be, then if all is well I will get on the train home again.

    hugs to you all xxx

    Moomy

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    FormerMember in reply to moomy
    HaHa, yeah, son has a load of burgers and buns in his freezer and we had an impromptu barbie Monday lunchtime to get a few defrosted sausages eaten. .......................... My GCSF kit consisted of a vial with the drug in powder form, a syringe with sterile water in an two needles, one largish one to use to mix the drug and a fine one to give the injection and as you say Moomy, just grab a handful of flesh and squirt it in. The big advantage of it in this form is that it doesn't need to be kept in the fridge. Phil
  • Hi guys, been for pre chemo bloods today so keeping my fingers crossed for tomorrow really don't like it being delayed. Will mention those injections to them if they delay it again would prefer to have the injections rather than a delay. Thanks for the tips guys on the injections. 

    Also got my appt regarding what they can offer with regards to complimentary therapies today. I have also been referred to a counsellor moomy as find it hard sometimes, does your daughter find this helpful? I am normally very level headed but this has been something else and counselling will be a first for me. 

    Tom I'm glad they managed to find a vein. Fingers crossed for a clear scan.

    jakki hope they reduce your steroids soon and you can get some sleep! I'm am worried about the bleo as have mild asthama. Consultant said he may drop this depending on scan after the second cycle.

    Phil hope your bloods will be okay and then you can return to your fitness course 

    Hope everyone else is feeling well today xx

  • Hi guys, been for pre chemo bloods today so keeping my fingers crossed for tomorrow really don't like it being delayed. Will mention those injections to them if they delay it again would prefer to have the injections rather than a delay. Thanks for the tips guys on the injections. 

    Also got my appt regarding what they can offer with regards to complimentary therapies today. I have also been referred to a counsellor moomy as find it hard sometimes, does your daughter find this helpful? I am normally very level headed but this has been something else and counselling will be a first for me. 

    Tom I'm glad they managed to find a vein. Fingers crossed for a clear scan.

    jakki hope they reduce your steroids soon and you can get some sleep! I'm am worried about the bleo as have mild asthama. Consultant said he may drop this depending on scan after the second cycle.

    Phil hope your bloods will be okay and then you can return to your fitness course 

    Hope everyone else is feeling well today xx

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    afternoon all.... Off to hospital in a few hours for bloods and clinic (follow up to the chemo, at last, I think, though I'm not sure, as the letters are so vague it could be anything; only found out I need the bloods beforehand as they phoned me, after I had a hissy fit at them last week, when I was in with the infection/boil/lump/scan) Hoping can get somewehre with them today; wonder if counselling might be helpful for me, perhaps that would help my sleeping; slept very well last night... but that was after a couple hours bowling, and the obligitory 5 pints of Guinness, plus my melatonin and the final sleeping tablet I had left (hope they might dish me out some more of the temazepam.... - yeh I can see why that stuff might be addictive; so nice and chilled today, post taking it last night, though how much of that is still the drug, itself, and how much is just that I actually got over 5 hours sleep, I'm not sure). Feeling my energy is rising again; guess that infection must have knocked me more than normally such would have done, in my pre-cancer days, well, that, and the possibility I was getting delayed radition induced fatigue too... - still not convinced the chemo fatigue has entirely left me...  Hoping I can quizz the doctors today on a few thigns, see if I get their approval to leave the ocuntry December (well though if they don't tough luck as I'm flying off for Christmas whatever)... - also would love to try get myself to a spa, and get some massage, etc, there's an ezpensive one not far from here, I've earmarked; been a bit concerned, though, that anything decent involving lymphatic drainage, E.G., hot stone, might not have been too hot an idea, during chemo/active treatment, so can ask them about that I hope (my back is so* painful!)...   hope everyone gets on OK with their neuts, and chemo going ahead; Oh, and re the bleo; I figured I'd suffer badly from that, as a smoker of twenty years, but seemed I took it fine, only the vinblastin that messed me up, and had to be dropped from my chemo infusions, err, about half way through my cycles...  Good luck anyone else having anything done today/tomorrow. Must go get more tea, and try rehydrate before I have to go get my bloods done!- I'm sure my Guinness readings are a bit high in my blood still... and perhaps the absynth I had when I got home was't too smart an idea last night/this rmoning...