Here we go round the Mulberry Bush

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Hello All

Last May I was diagnosed with SCC of the Epiglottis, had 2 lots of Laser Resection and got clear margins.  Thought great that wasn't too bad I have beaten Cancer...….

Well check up in January not too bad said the stump was slightly raised come back in 5 weeks instead of six.  Two weeks later I developed a lump on my top lip.  Saw my dermatologist and he said you need to see maxilla facial I am certain this is a SCC.  So I bought forward my check up by a week and they called Maxillo facial in.  By now lump had grown, they did a biopsy same week and it is cancerous.  At the same time a new growth was noticed on my Epiglottis, so was referred for biopsy.  While this has been going on Respitory have been watching a couple of lung nodules.  So I have a possible 3 sites of Cancer.  Been to MDT today and Radiotherapy is the treatment for my lip.  Biopsy still needs to be done on Epiglottis, but Pre op would not clear me for surgery until I get results of latest lung scan also done today.  I feel like I am going round in circles waiting for someone to make the first move and no one can tell me if I have a secondary on the lip from the Epiglottis or a new primary I am getting so confused with what is going on.  I was trying to ask questions today and the Radiotherapist consultant said we have to get started or opt for Chemo for palliative care.  Are you all confused yet because I am.  So then the dentist arrived and thank god I have good teeth so no delays to start of Radiotherapy as the lip tumor is still growing and too large for surgery that might leave me with something resembling a face.  Was warned that it will be very painful because of nerve ending etc.  It is already so not sure how I am going to cope with even more pain and struggling to get any food in my mouth already and drinking through a straw so HELP...

  • That's awful Mo, you poor thing.  I just hope the procedure was successful after that experience. 

    Take care of yourself and do relay the way you've been treated to the hospital when you're up to it.

    Love and hugs.

    Linda x

  • So sorry you’ve had to go through this on top of everything else- what a nightmare for you. At least you’re home, safe & sleeping in your own bed without being disturbed. I hope you’re not in too much pain Mo & wish you a speedy recovery. 
    Fi xx

  • Hello All

    Saw the changes coming post so thought i would update this as it might get filed away.  Hope you are all doing OK and safely avoiding the latest surge of Covid.  Its been a bit scary the speed it has spread again.

    Quick update on my journey if anyone is interested, last month has been pretty gross and I have struggled, needed pain meds but if i took them it upset my Crohns so i ended up in pain what ever I did, Did not manage to keep any food down for over 2 weeks and in the end my lovely head and neck specialist nurse went in to bat for me to the tune of them deciding that maybe I should be re admitted on New years eve but we tried some anti emetics first and I just had to struggle through the pain only being able to take paracetamols.  Still not right but much better than i was.  I have mask fitting tomorrow for next lot of radiotherapy to my nose, treatment for 4 weeks starts on 25th Jan so more crap to deal with. Also the tumour that was in my lung was a neuroendocrine high grade one and they want me to have some chemo to make sure it is all gone.  Waiting to hear about that.  So still soldiering on I had hoped that I might have a bit of peace from treatments this year.  Also have an appoinment with genetics but not until June there is a huge waiting list for this but also having NET in lung is another sign that all of mine could be to do with some bad gene.  Anyway take care all.

    Love Mo xx

  • Hi Mo.

    Good grief that sounds a nightmare, but I see you say you are better than you were. You deserve some respite after the trials and tribulations.I hope you go on and on getting better. 

    Love to Sherman too xx

    Dani 

    Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019

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  • Hi Mo oh gosh what a  nightmare but you’ve come through it once again. Hope mask fitting goes ok is it like your last one ?  Your body’s one tough one to stand everything that’s been thrown at it and still have your sense of humour. 
    you can always start a new thread if it helps. 
    hugs to you and Sherman plus rest of family 

    Hazel xx

    Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz 

    My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com  HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now  6 years  post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help

    2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers 

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  • Thanks for the update Mo.  As always, great to hear from you and very interested in all your news.

    Sounds like you've had another really grotty time but glad you're feeling a little better.

    Hope your mask fitting goes well.

    Take care.

    Linda x  

  • Hello All, hope you are keeping well.  Just thought i would check in before I start next 4 weeks of radiotherapy tomorrow, going to look like Rudolph with a glowing red nose this time.  Also had full CT scans last week ready for the Chemo, have face to face with oncologist on Thursday as he wants to get started ASAP.  Going to be on Carboplatin and Etoposide infusions with some tablets to take at home as well for 3 months.  Also going to lose my hair with this mixture.  Apparently the Tumour was actually inside of a chest Lymph node which is why I need to have this.  My poor old body is starting to reach its limit so tired all the time.  Also think I am a bit aneamic so got to have blood tests and possible iron infusion before they start the poison.  So not looking forward to being nuked and fried over the coming weeks.  Will it ever end me thinks.  Possible NG tube as well because I have still not gained back any weight and not eating a lot, just cant face it.  

    We had a tiny bit of snow this morning so managed to introduce Sherman to it, dont think he was impressed.

  • Hi Mo wecare sll here for you I had n g tube for 6 weeks if you need it it’s there to be honest it takes the pressure off you leaves you free to concentrate on treatment and sipping water or anything. Plus meds can go in via tube. At least they’ve got to bottom of chest tumour. Hair it will grow back easy to say but you’ve come through far worse. Dare we ask how’s your mask this time is it like ours or still like your other one. Must say your sheer grit and determination shines through. Poor Sherman definitely not imoressed !!!

    take care update when you can. 
    hugs Hazel xc

    Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz 

    My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com  HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now  6 years  post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help

    2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers 

    https://www.instagram.com/merckhealthcare/reel/DBs8Y0niJ8N/

  • Hi Mo. Sherman looks very dour about his wet feet 

    Hang on in there you’ve stuck it this far. Your team isn’t giving up on you and neither are we in the community. 
    Best of luck with the treatment 

    xxx

    Dani 

    Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019

    I BLOGGED MY TREATMENT 

    Macmillan Support Line -  0808 808 00 00 7 days a week between 8am-8pm

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  • Good luck today Mo and for this current round of treatment.  We're all rooting for you.

    Just as well Sherman isn't employed in mountain rescue in the snow.........

    Linda x