Here we go round the Mulberry Bush

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Hello All

Last May I was diagnosed with SCC of the Epiglottis, had 2 lots of Laser Resection and got clear margins.  Thought great that wasn't too bad I have beaten Cancer...….

Well check up in January not too bad said the stump was slightly raised come back in 5 weeks instead of six.  Two weeks later I developed a lump on my top lip.  Saw my dermatologist and he said you need to see maxilla facial I am certain this is a SCC.  So I bought forward my check up by a week and they called Maxillo facial in.  By now lump had grown, they did a biopsy same week and it is cancerous.  At the same time a new growth was noticed on my Epiglottis, so was referred for biopsy.  While this has been going on Respitory have been watching a couple of lung nodules.  So I have a possible 3 sites of Cancer.  Been to MDT today and Radiotherapy is the treatment for my lip.  Biopsy still needs to be done on Epiglottis, but Pre op would not clear me for surgery until I get results of latest lung scan also done today.  I feel like I am going round in circles waiting for someone to make the first move and no one can tell me if I have a secondary on the lip from the Epiglottis or a new primary I am getting so confused with what is going on.  I was trying to ask questions today and the Radiotherapist consultant said we have to get started or opt for Chemo for palliative care.  Are you all confused yet because I am.  So then the dentist arrived and thank god I have good teeth so no delays to start of Radiotherapy as the lip tumor is still growing and too large for surgery that might leave me with something resembling a face.  Was warned that it will be very painful because of nerve ending etc.  It is already so not sure how I am going to cope with even more pain and struggling to get any food in my mouth already and drinking through a straw so HELP...

  • Crikey Mo they keep throwing this rubbish at you. Sending you all the healing hugs in the world. Maybe they can use Cyberknife on those lung lesions? Fingers crossed xxxxx

    Dani 

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  • Oh good grief Mo. I am sure you must be reeling. Let's hope something positive comes your way soon.

    Tricia x

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  • Oh lordy Mo.  Sorry to hear this latest news.  Do so hope the surgeons can sort this for you.

    Linda x

  • Mo whst can I say how much more Bad luck  can come your way ! Talk about kicking you when you are down I’ve  rverythingv crossed for you don’t like to see you so down sending hugs Hazel XX please keep in touch 

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  • So sorry to hear of more complications Mo, hopefully, everything will all come together and they can get on top of it all. Wishing you well for your next steps. Sending hugs.

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  • Hi Mo

    So sorry to hear your news.  Totally thinking of you as you prepare for what's to come.  With your spirit you stand a good chance of cracking this challenge; one way or the other.

    Peter
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  • Hello Everybody

    Seems I am making medical history at the moment and have a lot of people scratching their heads and giving me sympathetic looks.  Yesterday I went to see my Max Fac surgeon who explained he had referred me on to skin oncology team and I had an appointment with them this morning.  Just spent an hour with them and they want to see me again at head and neck on Tuesday.  Seems these SCC's are very virulent and nasty and the latest one has not been completely removed so they are looking at more radiotherapy but it crosses the site of previous radiotherapy so it is going to be extremely difficult.  In addition I have two more facial growths and one elsewhere refer to Gynae.  They all want a piece of me surgically that is.  In addition the lung team want to do a Segmentectomy in 3 - 4 weeks, so they are now trying to get 3 surgeons round the table at the same time.  The SCC's are apparently travelling through my nervous system, they are starting to get on my nerves i know that, but these hackings are causing me terrible neuralgia so living on pain killers.  Government have written to me again to tell me not to go to work or shopping but I can attend medical appointments, good job as thats all I ever seem to do, 3 this week alone.  Not sure wether to open the window and scream or go have a glass of wine and drown my sorrows.  But will take the Sherman for a walk next.  I have had to engage a local dog walker as wont be able to handle him after the lung surgery for a few weeks, got her coming twice a week at the moment so he gets used to her but he wont let me out of his sight at the moment.

    Really named this thread correctly I feel like I am going round in circles and no one is taking control, have been passed round like a hot potatoe.

    Anyway thats this weeks news in brief.

    Take care all

    Mo xx

  • Oh dear Mo Disappointed At least you are getting all the attention that you need although I am sure you could do without it. Fingers crossed for you thank you for letting us all know how you are doing. JonHx

  • Hi Mo, 

    So much for you to deal with I’m sure a glass of wine after taking Sherman for a walk will be much needed.

    I hope the surgeries is the answer to it to give you some respite from it all.

    Keeping everything crossed for you. Xx

  • dear Mo.

    How you manage to keep your sense if humour astounds me, never mind a glass if wine make it a bottle.Hope the 3 surgeons find a big table to sit round  and compare all your notes.Hope Sherman behave s himself in walk am sure him and new dog walker will be fine , dogs sense when things aren’t quite right . There’s no words to say that can make it go away from me , but your little head and neck family  with you all the way.Yiu deserve a gold medal for everything yiuve given through so far,

    Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz 

    My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com  HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now  6 years  post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help

    2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers 

    https://www.instagram.com/merckhealthcare/reel/DBs8Y0niJ8N/