My husband is Stage 4 and is just not well, lots of pain and discomfort. His diagnosis is gastro oesophageal junction cancer. It’s now spread to a few places including the liver.
Cancer has completely robbed him from us, his image, his personality, his life. I can’t believe how cruel life can really be.
I am petrified of the inevitable and hearing results from scans and spend every single day just hoping to wake up and it all just be 1 big nasty nightmare.
But its not, it’s real and its absolutely killing me.
My mum has now been diagnosed with a different cancer but is also stage 4. I just want to get off the roller coaster but it won’t stop 
