Numb

I had a ct scan a couple of weeks ago for different issue and they spotted a limb so saw breast clinic yesterday had mammograms, ultrasounds & biopsies done then was told breast cancer need more biopsies on other findings and been told will probably be day surgery but will discuss more at my next appointment. I just feel numb I’ve told close family I’ve had no sleep I just can’t believe I’ve got cancer I honestly thought the lump would be nothing it’s tiny so atleast it was found early. Biopsies area is sore and bruised so ice packs needed  there’s 2 lumps in left breast and a area that’s suspicious in the right been told I need to get other biopsies that couldn’t be done in clinic   I was at hospital alone and basically couldn’t take it all in   I just don’t know what to do everyone is going crazy as my son died of a brain tumour 6 years ago so everyone thinking the worst which isn’t helping me   I want to be positive and not panic   I have multiple health issues so I always face everything head on