I never thought I would hear the words 'its Cancer' but on my sisters birthday I did, this was 12 days ago and initially what was thought to be early stages I have been now told its more invasive grade 3 breast cancer. I am in a constant loop of emotions, and normally I can handle anything but this time I just can't shake the fear and worries not just about my journey of treatment but I am worried for my children and my husband and can't put into words how I am going to cope for them and myself. Today I have turned 43 and to be told you have cancer any age is not a comment anyone wishes to hear but here I am at the start of a journey unknown and I have to admit I am deeply afraid and only hope each day I can learn to cope little by little.
