AWAKE.........

That is so frustrating having to wait. Can I suggest you get your BCN to chase the results. I was a nervous wreck after only 2 weeks but the nurses delivering my complementary therapy chased and I got the results the day they chased! 

Talking of complementary therapy I had my last of 4 sessions this afternoon. I am so grateful for them and really wish one could have more than just 4!

Mag123 if you in union or belong to professional body or a Mason there are charities attacked to them who may find you a few sessions of complimentary therapy .  

Also did you all know if you have a Bkue Badge you don't pay VAT on electric garage doors !  

Night night Fruit Loops, sleep well and stay safe,

 plenty of sleepy fairy dust for all who wish

 hugs xxx

Oh no sleep for me tonight.  I'm bloody obsessed with Ancestry especially now I'm back to 1700 and puzzling if my GGGGGGGGGG grandfather is The Robert Rolle!!  If so what happened to all the land and money!!!!!   I'm thinking not but I've found records that suggest maybe.  I've joined a facebook page to see if it's possible to get the daughter who a grandmother times so many times my head hurts has more details of her father.  

Thanks for the suggestion Mag123, but the Oncologist made it clear that they are trying to push for reports but it’s just not happening! Not to mention my BCN hasn’t gone out of her way to do anything! I asked for my appointment to be changed from a telephone to a face to face and even that ended up with me sorting it out 2 weeks later! 
Anyway there is nothing I can do about it other than wait! You never know the report may appear on my Oncologists desk in a few days time. Although sadly with a Bank Holiday weekend looming I doubt it! 
I honestly think our NHS needs more staff and more beds! All these hospitals that they were closing to save money, well clearly with an ever growing population, we need the beds and more hospitals!! No one should have to wait this long for results! If this had happened when I was first diagnosed and they were checking for spread, I think I would of driven myself mad with the wait. At least now I’m slightly more in control…..I think! 

All the kind words were much appreciated, it’s always good to feel less alone when waiting for results. Of course I had our little friend sat with me….

and he was VERY well behaved! Bless him ! 

In other news My Beautiful, Intelligent although lacking empathy Niece. Passed her A levels with A*, A* and A! So she has accepted a place at Oxford. Very proud of her achievements although not impressed with the way she is behaving towards her parents and the rest of the family! 
I don’t think I will ever understand the logic of what she has done, for someone so bright she has absolutely no Common Sense! 

My other Niece will get her GCSE results tomorrow! She isn’t as naturally bright as her sister, but she has worked really hard and she has empathy in Bucket Loads! She wants to be a veterinary nurse. So fingers crossed she gets the grades she needs! I’m very proud of her and all the hard work she put in through Covid and once back at school! 

Hope all of you Fruit Loops had a good day. Wishing you all a peaceful nights sleep. Sal xxxxx

I agree. Far more money is needed in our nhs. Unfortunately the current government appears to be trying to disband the whole thing!

Noone should have to wait for results. In the USA, my friend tells me she gets her results within 2 hours.Of course they would say that is because you have to pay for health service! 

Huge congratulations to your older niece. She must be a very bright girl. What will she be reading at Oxford? I am sure you have told us before but my memory is hopeless on letrozole. Good luck to the younger niece with her results tomorrow.

Congratulations to your elder niece LondonLass and hope your younger niece gets good news later today.

Could I have LPs company on Friday please the orthopaedic hospital want to see me to go over my mri and share their thoughts, really not had time to get my head in the game so some moral support would be really useful.

Ive been trying to get to sleep for a while now but minds in overdrive, going to try to have a read to slow my brain down

huge hugs to everyone xx

Ah Santababy, wishing you well for Friday.

It is not surprisingvyou are wide awake. So many thoughts going through your head. Have you tried spotify. I really struggle to get to sleep and spotify has been my go to. I recommend Faeland and Katherine Priddy. Both really beautiful and relaxing xx