AWAKE.........

Violetsniff.. keeping busy as always. I have wool but still to put my hands on a stack of knitting needles somewhere in the loft. I’ve got a few pairs at hand so need to match a pattern to them. I should have knit a hat by now but I’ve not been productive at all !!! Hope you’re keeping well xx

Not long to go Northerner  xx

Good luck for your results toxophilite Sorry to hear your news about Glynnis although I don’t recall coming across her.Hows archery going ... in the garden now in lockdown I presume?

xx

Lacomtekp lovely sunset . Hope medication adjustment does the trick.

seaspirit44 hope you’re doing ok. I think I remember that your OH was awaiting results.

LondonLass  I don’t know how you remember everything. Hope you’re doing ok. 

I do hope that those who haven’t been on for a while are doing ok... perhaps they are just getting on with things.  Wonder how puzzler is doing ?

sending gentle hugs to those that need them.

stay safe xx

Thankyou Flossie25 will seem strange having to revert to normal calendar after being on three weekly cycle since July 2019 lol only Six monthly infusions then for 2or 3!year . 

Be careful in the loft looking for your needles. I don’t get into ours sets my virtigo off  so send hubby up to look for things . 
keep well 

Flossie25 see I knew I would forget someone! How are you doing Hun? Sending you a ((((((((BIG HUG))))))) You’ll be top of my list next time!  By the way I sent you a PM, did you receive it?? Xx

LondonLass and Flossie25, thank you. Still waiting for my bowel onco blood results. DH still waiting for MRI small bowel results. It is making us very irritable snd anxious. 
I have my first cataract op on Dec first. The Ins co have refused to pay for the sedation, so I am having it without.  Not really happy about this, but I’ve had worse, and I’m looking forward to beinable to see!!

My granddaughter (16) is reusing to go to school. Obviously a psychological problem.  Because we paid for her to see a CBT therapist, they took her off the CAHMS list and she will have to start at the bottom.
My very capable daughter has sent a fierce email to the school, and behold, an appt on Nov 25th. Don’t know what she said, but it had the desired effect.

Stay safe everyone xxxx

I read all your posts everyday , the lockdown has floored me , it was the coffee mornings etc that were keeping me going . I had anxiety all my life and I am not coping at all well, and am cross with myself that I am being pathetic. I go downstairs at 0800 , and am sat on the chair for 13 hours , then I go back to bed , I keep looking at the clock, wasting what is left of any life I have got , I don’t see any point in being “ alive “ I am just “ existing “ .it won’t matter to me if they lift the lockdown for Christmas , I shan’t see anyone . I tell myself there are people so much worse off than me , I just can’t find any hope .

i was also wondering about your daughter Wombat .....

sorry to moan ....me

Oh , I’m gutted for you! It’s so cruel! Could your friends not visit as Carers fir someone so ill as you. You could give them coffee....

Big big hugs , sending love xxxxxxx