AWAKE.........

Karen (toxophilite)

Missed you a lot. But really hope you had a fantastic time. Sending a GREAT BIG (((((((((((((((WELCOME HOME HUG)))))))))))))))) xxxxxxxx

Morning everyone, hope you have a good day despite the weather.

welcome back toxophilite, hope you had a good holiday.

Thankyou,...and,my word,what a lot you have to think about to prepare when going on a journey....yours sounds far worse than mine....but I think it is exaccerbated for me in that I have to travel alone and my brain doesnt work the same as everyone elses...and I dont have common sense...however I shouldnt say that (I have been told.).....you are very intelligent...

the fact that I look relatively young for my age hides any “hidden illnesses”..like anxiety and inability to cope...and even the ability to wield heavy cases with frozen shoulder ot tennis elbow from meds...

sorry to go on,but I dont have anyone to say these things to,except on here...among understanding ears....

and yes welcome home toxophilite....

Gosh I hate high winds....just want to stay in my little soft cosy bed with lots of mugs of hot sweet tea.....xxxx

I should have stayed away.

My van battery went flat and the alarm woke the whole neighbourhood apparently. At 3am. Work has sorted it though. There was a note on the seat to say a new battery has been fitted.

Now washing bedding and drying my mattress. Marmalade used my bed for a litter tray....... And I am NOT spending another night with earbuds in to drown out the snoring. So it might be the sofa for me tonight.

Right, off to catch up with all the telly I missed. And find the ones that didn't record and download them. And tea. Lots and lots of tea. 

I'll catch myself up proper with everyone here later, but just know I was thinking of you all every day.

xx

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Welcome home Karen toxophilite, back to reality with a bang! Hope you had a fabulous holiday.

xx

May need to zoom in to read but very apt xxx Thankyou xxx

ah Well can’t put it off any longer.

Nah, that's what tumble dryers are for !!! 

Violetsniff, go on as much as you need to, we are all here to listen X I too look really well and young fir my age so others find it hard to understand my difficulties.

toxophilite, welcome home.

, I looked just like that today. I came back to the hotel looking just like a witch- will have to remedy that for tonight!! 

Hugs to all xxxx

Not been a very good day, a day i have felt weird all day. My friend died in the early hours  i had a feeling of it too. Had a little chat with his wife, my friend too and she reassured me that he went peaceful and in her arms and that everyone of his wishes were respected. He died at home even if the hospice was planned. I am glad he is no longer suffering and at peace now, but i had a bad feeling that he had passed away, its such a strange feeling one part grieve had known him for over 15years but one part relief he is at peace.