AWAKE.........

Hi all, just popping in quickly as no WiFi where I’m staying (quirky little flat in pretty Falkland).

Good  luck we’re all thinking of you, don’t let LP run riot! LondonLass nothing ‘old’ about a glorious afternoon nap, power naps are all the rage.    HFxx

Hello lovely ladies,

LondonLass, nothing old about a nap at all, they really are helpful if you have the knack and the time of course!

Scilly, hope all goes well today....

hugs to you all xxx

Where are you LondonLass, hope you are enjoying your break. I always have to go back for an afternoon sleep when away! Xxx

Thanks Moomy, & all the others who wished me well.

All ok apart from my temperature was 37.6 so Dr had to clear that it was ok for ne to have chemo.

I explained my temp goes up & down as par for the course. My `conditions` make it wobble about.

Glad LP was there for moral support as I felt weepy so gave him `a snuggle` he was very good. 

He even came around Sainsburys & had a little jam donut. Then I blindfolded him too many temptations.

I hope he is safe & sound with London Lass

xx

Hi Sal,

He was lovely, can he come with me next Thursday pm?

Hope he is home safe & well. Viv xx

Of course , LP will be there whenever you need him. Glad he behaved himself. He said he had a lovely time xx

seaspirit44 I'm in London. Came up to meet a few friends. Saw a friend with her 4wk old baby today. Had lots of baby snuggles, which was lovely but always a bit heart wrenching! Heading back home tomorrow lunchtime after I've met a friend for brunch! Xx

My little Snuggle Buddy......

I sat and snuggled him for 2hrs while chatting to his mummy! She enjoyed the break, apparently it was the longest time he'd slept during the day!

Snuggling him made me feel so happy while also feeling sad.......I know that doesn't make sense. But I would love to own a photo where I am sat snuggling MY baby, looking into MY babies eyes and holding MY babies hand. Those ten perfect fingers and ten perfect toes. But sadly it wasn't meant to be and I thought I had dealt with all these emotions! But the reality is they are still there and I'm not sure they will ever go. Maybe giving up work has brought all these emotions back to the surface, now I can't fill that gap with children I work with. 

Don't get me wrong I don't feel sad all of the time. But I do have times when I would give anything to turn the clocks back and do things differently. Times when I just wish this disease would F**K OFF and stop ruining peoples lives and stop taking away their dreams! 

Tonight I go to bed smiling at the thought of my little snuggle buddy, but with tears running down my face, for what 'could' of been! 

Night night my lovely friends xxxx

Of course the emotions are still there LondonLass, very bitter sweet. 

Lots of love ️

Well fone Scilly xxxx

LondonLass that is a beautiful photo xxx

Sending hugs to you tonight. xxx

LOOK’S LIKE WE’VE HIT ANOTHER MILE STONE................

CONGRATULATIONS everyone who has posted on this thread and helped make it an amazing place for Love, Laughter and Friendship! Sal and LP xxxxxx