AWAKE.........

Thank you Flossie25, just waiting to go in xxxx

I'm at Doncaster races that day or I would have come xxx Ali

Thank you LondonLass, LP is on his way back to you. He was very good, and the surgeon recognised him snd said hello. LP did a bit of squeaky singing, but the surgeon is well used to me singing during procedures, so tooit in his stride. LP had all the treats and fell asleep. No probs with the consultation, but no results, will hsve to wait till I see onco Tues Please can LP come again? 

Don’t know why these emojis are appearing in the wrong place ! xxxx

Thank ypuWhatHappened, please don’t feel bad, snd please keep posting. 

The realisation and depression is a delayed reaction—we all get it. And that is when all these things happen. We are di vulnerable and we do not have the resources to desl with snything else, all energy snd resilience used up. Take care, and keep posting. That is what we are here for, to support each other xxxxxx

Great news , so pleased you are home xxxx

Totally agre. seaspirit44, the mental health has to be healed too and its so important we look after our mental health. I have conselling and even now i am not ready to fully open up my feelings but it’s getting easier to deal with the thoughts I believe. I know i have to fully deal with what’s happened but with things still going on it makes it difficult to stop and breathe really, its a constant battle with the what ifs and what nows and its so frustrating. I know, I think i have maybe excepted the fact that i suffer a bit of post traumatic stress, i have never cried about my diagnosis or the impact its had, i am still angry about it, the fact i was doubting myself and feeling like Doctors thought i was making it all up or something, i am sure they didn’t feel that, well i hope so but in my mind i was not fully checked out in the first place because if my age I suppose, as only 1% in my age group gets diagnosed with womb cancer but to dismiss it without checking has me very sceptical about anything that the Doctors tell me. I know this is never good, I trust my gynae 100% and my GP who i see if possible but thats as far as my trust goes. 

its great that your home, i hope your feeling a bit better and can relax at home, and sending you a group hug.

Look what was lying on the mat when I got home tonight

Congratulations Karen

But another little friend is not far behind you

You will be surprised to know how many you inspire!

Thanks GBear. And I hope it inspires people, to try for their dreams in spite of this wretched disease.

Hope all goes smoothly for you tomorrow, will be thinking of you. xx