AWAKE.........

Night Sal et Al, xxx

God bless you Kacang for surviving 2015

Shellian - I remember long long before I needed to escape here and rant and rave. I screeched at my daughters ' You didn't come with a F88888888 manual'

And they said neither did you

The moral being this is poo and doesn't come with manual that either we, family or friends can refer to.

So I work very very hard to be non judgemental and allow people space to rant and rave. My other half goes for ostrich up his btm approach

And some days it works and some days it is poo

Good luck to you and yours on this ridiculous journey

Leolady

Challenge accepted

One LL to another LL

Ny nite....xxxxxxxxx

Hope this helps you make it to 3,500!,

If I cant sleep after so long I come in here to see what people have been writing and know I’m not the only one awake!!it is strangely comforting..but not for them I guess..

have you had a nice Christmas?To be honest I am glad its all over,and the hype...but I did enjoy a few things...the Carol Service,where we sang my fave Carol,and a couple of the ladies asked me if I’d like to meet them for coffee,and also my great-nephew who was sitting by me on the sofa stroking my hair...lovely.

Good luck all who have appointments tomorrow . Mine is Thursday morning with onco and be glad to see it over and done with . I read my results letter wrong but was put right by a nursing friend of mine who was in theater day I had my op so will talk it through tomorrow with my BCN as thought only 1 node affected but it was 1 micro met and 15 positive and hormone positive but HER negative if that makes sense to anyone as not very good at understanding these things . Just know my boob is now like a bap and a large scar under arm going down to my boob . I hate the look of it but also think that bap shows I got on top of it and I will get better. Reading through your posts I see you mention your hubby and although mine is I'll sometimes I think he doesn't care what I'm going through as when I try to talk to him he says well they will put you right and then walks away .I want to tell him sometimes how I feel but wonder is he bothered now as was good when I come home after having it done but didn't last long and now he seems to think I must go back to nursing him. I do look after him but I want to be looked after sometimes.Sorry about the long post but feel better writing how I feel down xxxxFran

Dear Joanne (JammyR) and mrsox, wishing you both all the best with your appointments today. LP wants to wish you......

hope the day goes as well as it can! If you are at all worried remember LP is curled up inside your pocket! Think of him and you'll be fine.

Sending you both a ((((((((((((BIG HUG)))))))))))

Sal and LP xxxxxxxx

p.s. LP would also like to wish Good Luck to anyone else who needs him today! My memory isn't as good as it used to be! ;-) xx

morning sal

seems like my body clock has lost the plot too

i wake up at 4 have a cuppa and fall asleep at 8

see you soon ?

ps guess the photo was too rude to post ?

Sue

xx

Kacang thankyou so much for the advice i really appreciate it. Im writing this as im alone again. He falls asleep downstairs most nights now. I feel so unloved and im heartbroken. I am so lost and afraid for the future. Leolady thankyou also. I dont even know if i want him to come to bed hes hurt me so much. Sorry ladies i know you all have much more to worry about than me. Xx

Awwww Shellian you sound like you need reminding of something........

We are all here for you Hun! This isn't a competition about who is dealing with the worst issues! We all have our own problems and this lovely group is great at supporting, advising and loving each and every member, through all their ups and downs! So please don't apologise!

Sending you the (((((((((((((BIGGEST HUG))))))))))))) remember you can text me anytime! Xxxxx