Positive FIT Test

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Hello,

My name is Louise, I am 33 and absolutely terrified.

I have had problems with my bowels for almost 12 months, was hospitalised in March with food poisoning. After another round of loose stools I went back to my GP who ordered bloods, which came back I have an iron deficiency and 4 lots of stool tests, they all came back negative apart from the FIT test. When I go the toilet I don’t see any blood but my GP said I am bleeding from somewhere as my bloods show the iron deficiency. I have been put on the pathway and I so scared it’s cancer. 
I know all the facts that like 10% of colonoscopies result in cancer and there are loads of other possibilities but I can’t eat and I can’t sleep. I have had to take time off sick from my job to try and process it all. I don’t know if I should go back to my GP and tell them I am physically making myself sick with worry just waiting for my appointment to come through. 
I don’t know how to deal with this all I can’t seem to push it to the back of my mind no matter how many people tell me don’t worry.

please help me.

thanks 

  • Hello Louise “Breathe” 

    it’s very daunting which then makes your mind over think run wild … As you’ve said there are lots of reasons why there could be blood in your stools. 
    Please reach out for support from family/ friends take someone with you to your next appointment.

    sending positivity to you and one step at a time.

    x

  • Hello, I had a positive FIT test a few weeks ago and have had various tests since and am waiting for further results. I know just what you are going through. The not knowing is worse because you don't know what you are dealing with.

    Someone sent me a message with a landscape photo. It said, "Worrying doesn't take away tomorrow's troubles. It takes away today's peace. " I printed it and put it on my kitchen wall. Give yourself a chance to go to your happy place to take a break from worrying if you can. Easier said than done, I know. 

    All the best.

  • Hi Louise, I'm sorry to hear you going through this scary and difficult time. Everyone is different but for me I've stayed (sort of) sane during scary times by two things - I walk in the forest/fields and I talk to a close friend. May not be helpful advice but do try talking to someone, and if you have positive things that can 'distract' you for a bit (like walking) do do that. Just disconnecting even for 20min is helpful I find. In terms of going back to the GP - for me personally, I think I would get hold of them. Over the years I've learnt there's no harm putting your hand up and saying help. Wish you all the best 

  • Thank you all for your kind words. 
    I went back to my GP yesterday who gave me something for my anxiety and told me I have a high chance of having chrons which is definitely reassuring.