Having a bit of a day

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I don't know what's wrong with me today had my 5fu pump removed sat and I feel an emotional wreck today I walked the dog down our lane and started crying got home sat down with a coffee started again, my daughter rang me she was like mom what's wrong. I think it's come from the funeral on Friday my mind did overtime and sent me into a state of panic.

Gosh this cancer journey is a hard one so many emotions ups and downs sometimes I get fed up of all the treatments the DNs coming in the bloods I know I know it's silly it's keeping me alive.

Right time to pull myself together get my big girl pants on.

Go warriors xxxx

CrumpetsOrToast over 2 years ago

Hi HazG

Sorry you've been having a tough time. Sometimes we need to just let a bit of steam out of the pressure cooker. Hope you feel a bit better now.

Big fan of big girl/boy pants when things get hard, but also be kind to yourself. We are only human after all.

Big virtual hug

Mel M over 2 years ago

your behaviours are very understandable. I am a very positive person but since my diagnosis I find myself crying at the drop of a hat, it can be something sad or happy which I read about or see on the TV . I have several pairs of big girls pants but sometimes a cry is what you need . Sending virtual hugs and tissues. I may well join you later for a few tears. If you feel like crying, do it, much better than holding all these emotions in xxx

Gemmary over 2 years ago

Hi, HazG , just be kind to yourself.

As most know I'm a Charlie Mackesy fan!!!