I have my ct scan tomorrow, my yearly review. Nearly been a year since my surgery. Finished adjuvant chemo in June 22. I feel so scared! Had my bloods done the beginning of December. All ok I think as never heard anything. My Colo nurse said if anything was untoward she would call me. Waiting on my appointment for my colonoscopy too.
so scared for tomorrow! I don’t want to go but know I have too
Hi there
I know how you feel. It all comes rushing back.
I’ve found the best way for me to deal with it is not think about it. Sounds simple but that’s how I get through. Just go on autopilot and in my head I’m going out for lunch afterwards or shopping or whatever I’ve planned. Could be a takeout. I had to get the scan done before I have that hot chocolate
I’ll be thinking of you. Be sure to have a little treat after, even if it’s a chocolate bar
Good Luck
Ann
I’m trying not to think about it too much. It will be waiting on the results will be the worst. Not knowing how I will get them. A call or a letter. I’m hoping to go for lunch after if 
That’s the way
The scans nothing to worry about Walk in the park.
Then it’s the wait but keep busy. That’s what I try and do.
It’s worth it really I’d rather have a check on mine otherwise I’d be worrying about it
Hope you have a lovely lunch.
I used to go to restaurants before Covid and Cancer. Now I eat at various hospital cafeterias.
Still a day out though
Good luck
Ann
