I went to see my consultant surgeon today and he delivered the news that its spread to three places I have a deep lymph node in my tummy I have a spot on my liver and one in my pelvis low down apparently,.
To say I'm distraught is an understatement I have to go back onto chemo to attack this lymph node and the other spots.
Now me and chemo don't get on but the oncologist remembers me so he's asked for the markers from 2021 and he's going to look at other combination of chemo, the main thing is I've got to get through it otherwise I don't think there's much hope its going to be extremely hard especially when you know what's coming.
He told me to remain positive its caught early and my cea is only 10.4 he said he woukd normally expect it to be in the 100s.
He's also contacted Basingstoke to be considered for a washout and liver resection,but they won't do that untill I've had chemo.
So we've all had a good cry and now I've got my positive pants on
On a more positive note my daughter got her job today for Virginia Atlantic. So my aim is to see her get her wings.
Thanks for bearing with me and my long post. 
HazG
What horrible news after all you’ve been through. I’ve read your bio You’ve been through so much this is awful news to hear however it sounds like they have a plan so best foot forward
I love that you have had your cry and now have your positive pants on. That’s a great way to thinK I always say big girl pants I really don’t know where that came from
Congrats on your daughter getting her new job. That’s a really good company
I just wanted to send you a hug
Ann
I’ve replied to Neil on his post court
Sarah xx
Just came out from my CT scan to read this. 
Unfortunately your intuition was bang on. At least your consultant feels it’s still being caught early and you can throw everything at it as best as you are able. That’s all any of us can do. Keep pulling those big girls pants on.
Wonderful news re your daughter something positive to focus on.
Parky 
Thanks Court, I'm trying to remain positive 
Where there's a will there's a way !
I just can't get my head around two clear scans one only ten weeks ago and nothing picked up on it good job he decided to pet scan me as he new something wasn't adding up.
Xx
