Anxiety levels and feel like i drowning

Thank you Court for replying.

Hi Bud 18 and Nelly1955 just wondering how you are both getting on ?

Hope last week brought some better news for you both !

Court 

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Hi Court, thank you for asking. I had.another colonoscopy, but it was only of the lower bowel. I was handed a report. That said it was a small 8-10mm lesion in the rectosignoid. A deep submucosal invasion. So I took this to mean cancer.  Lots of medical references like Pitt patterns etc. I did hear him say to a colleague that it looked like an ulcer. I know I have scaring from the radiotheraphy, when I asked if was cancerous he didn’t answer. He took 9 biopsies.it couldn’t be resectable by standard resection techniques but wondered if it would be suitable for full thickness resection or Endorotor if surgical management is not an option. But when my chemo nurse called with the inconclusive, she  mentioned about the surgeon but obviously didn’t want to give me cancer treatment if it wasn’t cancer. So I’m assuming it will be surgery. Sorry it took a while to reply, went away no WiFi on my iPad. Should get y daughter to change my phone password then I might be able to use that,I’m not very good with technology, but I’m grateful for  the bit I know is to access this site. Nelly 55

Hi Drago99, I will have a look at that site. Thank you Nelly55

Hi Court sorry for late reply I currently in cornwall.

I have 3 nodules on right lung, but they said I was a rare one due to elbow, oncologist is getting histologist to get all my biopsies fron the start to see what is going on.

The lung they not sure if bowel met or lung, the elbow they really don't know, having another pet scan then when histology report back they will do treatment plan, they did mention radiotherapy on elbow, I asked if I was gonna die x4 times they did say no.

Will keep you updated

Hope you and mum okay

Xxxxxxx

Hi Bud, just want to send you hugs, I just think all the waiting is the worst. Xx

Enjoy Cornwall and I am sure you were very relieved to hear your team say that ! A chronic condition that they can treat ! They are obviously going to take their time and get the best and most appropriate approach for you so that’s very reassuring!

Its been very traumatic for you but sounds as though they are at least on top of it !

Hope your getting to enjoy some time with family!

Take care ,

Court 

A tiny wee thing Nelly1955 hardly the size of your pinkie nail ! It’s horrible how something this size brings so much anxiety but they must surely have lots of options to deal with this one way or another !

That was roughly the size of my mum’s last met and they got that taken care of very efficiently!

I hope you get this resolved and you can focus on more long term health and well-being issues !

Great you made it away ! I know you were in two minds but you did it ! Well done and I hope things start to pick up for you too!

Take care ,

Court 

Hi Im a normally very positive person, but this I'm afraid kicked me down and I couldn't get up by myself.  I have since joined a Mindfulness group through my GP, although I understand you can self-refer now, it's definitely worth checking out.  I also joined a cancer coach group and that has been incredibly helpful.

I appreciate that we are all different, and it may not be your thing, but honestly, it wasn't mine until I tried it.

Hope you are ok and as for your elbow, hoping the results come back clear to alleviate any further worries for you.

Take care.