Terrified!

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Hi everyone. New to this Forum so grateful that I can share my fear. I've suffered from Hemrrhoids for years, had a sigmoidoscopy 2 years ago and a first degree Hemrrhoid was found, so no treatment required. However my latest Hemrrhoids flare-up has been accompanied by intermittent stomach ache so I've been referred back to the Colorectal team at my local hospital and am waiting for them to contact me. I suspect I'll have to have a colonoscopy which scares me to death. I've stupidly been on Google and seen horrendous stories about the colonoscopy prep. Please can anyone advise how I deal with this, if I have to have it, and also the waiting as my mind is all over the place. Thank you so much, I'm 78 years old female. 

  • Hi Sonning, 

    So sorry you are feeling and having all that thoughts,  let me tell you they are normal ( trust me) I had them.... but the colonoscopy is a much necessary test/scan and to my own personal experienceFearfult sounds scary Fearful but is not scary at all. In my own personal experience the results are the ones we fear the most in the end. Be calm and please don't be scared is a very normal procedure, not painful at all.

    Wishing you all the best Thumbsup 

    Regards,

    Carlos 

  • Hi  and a warm welcome to the board.

    Yes I’m afraid you have to have some sort of prep to clear the bowel out before they look inside it. The type of prep seems to vary from hospital to hospital. I’ve always had moviprep which involves mixing 2 sachets of powder in 2 litres of water and drinking over a period of time depending on when your appointment is eg. A morning appt would usually involve drinking the prep the afternoon before and then the evening before. It’s quite a lot of liquid and not very pleasant tasting but I used to take 4 big slurps through a wide straw then a swig of tonic water with lemon to take the taste away. You can add squash to the mix but try it in a small amount first! I’ve heard some people have been given picolax which seems to involve a much smaller volume of liquid. My mum is 86 and she said she had to administer a self enenama but didn’t go into detail.

    The waiting is tough but only 1 in 10 colonoscopies results in a bowel cancer diagnosis. I’ve attached a link that another member posted to help deal with stress and anxiety which may help?

    https://www.rbht.nhs.uk/our-services/clinical_support/rehabilitation-and-therapies/psychological-medicine/relaxation-exercises

    Please let us know how you get on?

    Take care

    Karen x

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