Hi there,
I'm not too sure why I am writing this but perhaps looking for some reassurance!
I'm 28 and have been having blood in my stools for about 2 months now, a change in bowel habits and occasional stomach pain. I saw a doctor at the beginning of the month who took me very seriously which I was surprised but also glad about. She did a rectal exam there and then to confirm no external haemorrhoids and sent me for bloods and 2 stool samples (one occult). She rang me last Friday to get me in to discuss my results which I knew wouldn't be good as they never need to discuss face to face. I had my appointment yesterday and she confirmed my white blood cells and another thing was raised which shows inflammation, both poo samples were abnormal with hidden blood shown and something called fecal calprotein was raised a lot. She has referred me for a colonoscopy asap which is obviously amazing but I am now so scared and can't stop crying or focus on anything else.
My grandma died of bowel cancer aged 40, when my mum was only 18, so I know it could be in my genes.
My mind is now going crazy trying to think if I have ignored signs in the past or if I've had it for a while and not known. I can't stop crying and it's really hard to find info online. But this blog has really helped put my mind at ease a little bit. I am hoping that my colonoscopy will be early next week so I can get the ball rolling as soon as possible.
Hi Elle,
I’m sorry to hear about your symptoms and the obvious worry that has brought you. Like you say it’s great that they are getting you in for an urgent colonoscopy. It’s really easy to say don’t worry because we’ve all been told that at some stage or another but just try to focus only on what is directly in front of you. That’s the best advice I’ve ever been given. So far you know you need a colonoscopy and whilst they’re not much fun the procedure is not too bad. It sounds like you’ve got yourself checked out by the docs nice and quickly and whatever the outcome you will absolutely be in the best possible hands. One step at a time and I really hope it’s good news for you.
Craig
Update: I had my colonoscopy yesterday, definitely was not pleasant but was over before I knew it with the sedation, and the nhs staff were incredibly kind. A digestive biscuit and tea has never tasted so good! They took 14 biopsies in total and lots of photos however they saw no obvious polyps or growths which I am really pleased about. There was white stuff in my lower colon, sigmoid?? Which they said could be ulcerative colitis however I have never had the main symptom of diarrhoea, tummy pain or needing loo urgently… anyway they asked me to do another stool sample and have given me suppository in case there is an infection. They didn’t seem overly worried which calmed me down so just a wait for the biopsy. Extremely thankful for the nhs staff for being amazing and getting this sorted so fast.
if anyone else who may read this is nervous for a colonoscopy, don’t be! I’ve already forgotten all about it 12 hours later. The prep is definitely the worst bit
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