I saw my oncologist and surgeon today who confirmed that after the chemo radiotherapy and then 4 cycles of CAPOX my cancer graded as Stage 3 on May has been successfully treated with no sign of any cancer now. I can't quite believe it and I hope it gives others on here hope that what seems like a devastating diagnosis can change . I'm in a bit of a strange place now having taken months to accept myself as a cancer patient to now accepting I no longer have cancer and have my life back. Is it normal to feel less than joyful at thjs stage more apprehensive that it might not last?
i will follow the wait and watch treatment plan with MRI and sigmoidoscopy every 12 weeks and a CT scan twice a year.
now to make some plans for 2024 which after months of not being able to make plans is a welcome change
What fabulous news Doris58 It sounds daft but yes it is normal to feel a bit deflated about it. I remember the oncologist waving me off and saying she never wanted to see me again and, instead of cartwheeling down the corridor, I felt slightly underwhelmed. I think it was a combination of not having my fortnightly hospital visits as reassurance and the ‘waiting for the other shoe to drop’ feeling.
Time is a great healer as they say and every clear scan and blood test will start to restore your confidence in yourself. A lot of people have found the paper below to be helpful and often come back to it over time
Hope you have lots of treats planned for 2024
Take care
Karen x
Good luck Rac, I was stage 3 too and finished capox end of October
it can be a challenge but you’ll get through it. It feels like a distant memory for me now
brilliant news Doris58, I totally understand your feelings, it’s all a bit odd but let’s enjoy 2024!
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