I am sat in a hospital clinic feeling very sorry for myself and very.frightened. After many investigations I've been told I have large tumour in my bowel. This has spread to.the bones. I have been called to see a colorectal surgeon...not quite sure what for. I know the colon is narrowing which.they are concerned about. How can you feel.positive when.everything is against you. I'm.in pain and feeling so unwell every day?
Hi Friday
So sorry to hear about your situation but you definitely don’t need to feel positive at the moment as you are going through a lot and don’t need the additional pressure of having to try and alter how you are feeling about a real problem .
However it does sound as though you need good input clinically to lessen your pain and potentially start treatment. Once you are in a better position pain wise with a treatment plan you can start to work on how you feel .
Macmillan has teamed up with Bupa to offer six free counselling sessions and this might be a support structure you might want to consider .
Also remember your Gp can help with supporting you and keeping an eye on your mental health whilst you go through this .
One step at a time .
Court
Helpline Number 0808 808 0000
Whatever cancer throws your way, we’re right there with you.
We’re here to provide physical, financial and emotional support.
© Macmillan Cancer Support 2025 © Macmillan Cancer Support, registered charity in England and Wales (261017), Scotland (SC039907) and the Isle of Man (604). Also operating in Northern Ireland. A company limited by guarantee, registered in England and Wales company number 2400969. Isle of Man company number 4694F. Registered office: 3rd Floor, Bronze Building, The Forge, 105 Sumner Street, London, SE1 9HZ. VAT no: 668265007