Today is a low day..hubby was told in March that he was incurable and inoperable but that he could start Folfiri and Cetuximab on 19th April..first 9 days were amazing but then he was struck down with severe sickness and stomach cramps and hasn't been right since..his next chemo session was delayed to 17th May but Tony spent Sunday in Casualty on an IV drip due to renewed nausea and sickness and was so weak he could hardly stand as he hasnt eaten properly for at least two weeks..after Sunday he felt so much better and had quite a bit to eat in hospital and I thought we had turned a corner but today the stomach cramps are back and he hasn't eaten a thing as everything tastes awful..he has been in bed all day mainly..I'm currently waiting for Oncology to call me back but the stress of trying to get him to eat is getting to me and I honestly don't know want to think anymore...the nausea still comes and goes and I feel such despair as I keep thinking this is the end approaching..
