So, managed to get a call back from the GP this morning and she prescribed Diazepam for me because I was in such a state talking to her over the phone in telling her about Jay. She was so lovely it was just like talking to someone you knew forever. I couldn't stop crying while I was speaking to her, and she was just so calm, understanding and sympathetic. So I take one of these up to 3 times a day, but I don't have to take them It's only when and if I think I need them and right now, I feel I could just swallow the whole packet (but please don't take that as literal). Told my sister today think it has sunk in a little kind of hard to say with how she is. She said can she phone me and make sure I'm alright and I said yes but not every five minutes as this would upset Jay. Just got to tell William again this Sunday what's to happen now. That's going to be fun. Think I will be swallowing the tablets then. Take Care All.
Vicky x
