Colonoscopy

Hello Ms Muggle, 

I so understand your fear. And you sickness before that test is understandable. But it’s worth it to go ahead get the test out of the way. Can you ring your GP or oncologist to get another appointment. If you read my bio you will see thr mill I went through. 
but I think a chat with you GP about your worries would be a great help. All those scans spot things so early now. I got that drink down looked at my favourite gardening magazines. It’s the stress and fear, the test is done so quickly.  You are a fighter I can see that. All of  us here are. And you will beat this test too. I understand that fear. I’m holding your hand and believe me you are a strong person. I’m new to this forum and the people you will meet here will give you strength and great advice. 
you are not alone x

Thank you so much for your reply. You are right, I know. The stress and fear have gotten me to the point whereby some days, I just don't care. I simply look for symptoms. You know, Helen BK, I thought I was strong yet I don't feel it anymore. I will contact someone who can re-order it tomorrow and force myself, no matter how fearful I am, of going ahead. Thank you again. x

Good for you. Get it done and dusted. But I understand that fear and it’s hard some days. Those days of feeling beaten are tough. It’s lonely. But  you are not alone and tell those fears to go away. I’m holding your hand as are so many here. Believe me  this is a great forum. Try to have a sleep tonight and if you have difficulty please ask you gp for help it’s so worth it. x 

Hi Ms Muggle I had a colonoscopy a couple of months ago and the prep is by far the worst part of it. It’s such a shame that you got through that part but couldn’t manage the final bit. It is invasive I suppose but something that the hospital staff do day in day out so just try and block out what they’re actually doing.You are given a pair of paper pants which have an opening in the back and they are very respectful and careful to preserve your dignity as much as possible. You are given a mild sedation and although you are aware of your surroundings and can hold a conversation I didn’t even realise that the procedure had started until I saw the screen. 
You are strong - you’ve beaten cancer once already and you sound to have a very vigilant team behind you - so please don’t worry about the unknown - thoughts are not facts - have the colonoscopy and then you can clear your mind of the worry

Take care

Karen x

Hi Ms Muggles, your fear and anxiety are totally understandable but I agree getting the test done would be worth it. Taking action is often what unfreezes us from the stuck place. (I'm there just now but for a different reason - so listening to my own advice as I write this!!!). I had a colonoscopy three months ago and I didn't take the sedation, just gas and air and to be honest it wasn't that bad at all. If you take the sedation then I'd think it would really be okay and definitely worth it to know what's going on and hopefully give you peace of mind. Good luck and hope you get it rescheduled soon xx