Bag of nerves…..tomorrow I’m in…

I was the same before my most recent follow up Nigel completely understandable and normal to worry I just kept telling myself there’s two scenarios it’s clear and I’ll get some peace for a little while or if it not I’ll just dig the heels in again and do what it takes to level things out again all the best to you pal hope it goes well and you can have a bit of a break from it all and at least Spurs Won 

Ste 

Hi Nigel,Keeping my fingers crossed for you tomorrow.I hope all goes well.Love Jane xx

Best of luck tomorrow Nigel, keeping everything crossed for you.

Trevor 

Hi Nigel. It's normal to have the jitters before any tests. We've all been there. Wishing you well for tomorrow. 

oh Nigel sending you a wrap around hug to try and comfort you. The what ifs are a nightmare when they get hold. There isnt a wand to wave to make them go away I am afraid. sometimes you just have to get through it hour by hour. what time tomorrow are you going in ? I know you feel afraid but the reality is you wont really find anything out tomorrow, not until the biopsies are back i assume. So… take a deep breath , practice some relaxation … it wont make you feel better/happy suddenly, but i do know it helps to stop you feeling worse, and a little more in control. Keep in touch, there are a few of us on here who dont sleep well, so will probs be around in the night if you need to reach out. 
You have got this Nigel, you did the hard bit at diagnosis and you got through that . Take care

Thank you everyone.. had a nice shower and feel better now…have to be there for 12…

I find if I tell you guys I start to feel better..thank you…time to get positive again….gonna have a snack as I’m not eating tomorrow until after the op…

love to all Nigel

p.s Tottenham did cheers me up….

it was a good game , should have been 6-0 tbh Nigel. Postecoglu a bit happier today

Hi Nigel I am sure it will all be ok, and over in a flash.I had one of these done in July, and was home the same day tucking into a nice curry. Atb Leo

Sounds good Leo, I’m much better now….

ill take 3-0 Angela…xxxxx

Best wishes for tomorrow Nigel. ️ I start my BCG maintenance tomorrow  and hoping I get my biopsy results. I'll be thinking about you whilst I'm bleaching and drinking Barley Water You can do this! Sending you hugs and positive vibes ️  

Love Ade xx