New here so wanted to say HELLO

I have bio duct cancer and secondary liver cancer which i found out in september this year.I did have one session of imunitherapy which i reacted badly to ,from the waist down my body was swollen i could hardly lift my legs and through the amount of fluids in me i developed oedema i had bad sores on my legs and had to have the nurses come round and change the dressings .Eventually i had to have a drain put in and i also developed heart problems and have had to go on blood thinners .The drain released 6ltres of fluid which is called Ascites.

So immutherapy was stopped.Now i am having Gemcitabine and Carboplatin.I do not know yet how affective this has been until i have a ct scan.I am very dissapointed that the imunatherpy hasn't worked for me because it seems it has helped a lot of people and actualy attacked and killed the cancer.

What i hope for is a slow down of the cancer to give me more time.I have read that you should go and get a second opinion which i will look into i have read that some doctors remove the bio duct is this something that could give me time..I get so scared and anxious at night mostly when everything goes quiet,and i get bad things start entering my head.I feel alone.I was hoping that i would find someone that has the same as  i got  so we can relate but so far i have not met that person or persons.

My life has changed and i am trying to hold it together but sometimes the flood gates open and i am lost.What is going to happen to me will it just hit me and that will be it i will go down hill and no one can help.