Husband doesn't have long

Im am going through the same but my husband has lung cancer and is very quickly deteriorating. I stood in Asda shopping yesterday and started crying, one of those days when my strength left me. 

Arranging a funeral with him so its there ready, getting bank into joint account isnt what i wanted to be doing with him after only 5yrs marriage.

Its so very hard to bear, i truly understand your fear. I feel we are already in the grieving process. I am with you on this so hard journey and we will cope we have too however hard it gets. 

Thank you  sorry to hear about your husband it's a frightening time and it's made worse with not being able to have family around . Do you get any support 

I too have a good family and we do meet in the garden, all having tested negative now. Whether its right or wrong i cannot survive without seeing them. 

My son and daughter had all the symptoms in Jan and were very poorly, so we have moved on.

Im afraid seeing there dad is more important now. Rightly or wrongly.

I know his mum has came today only because I asked why she was waiting till Saturday they have been shielding but only 10mins up road . We cant see our daughter or grandchildren as they dont drive and live 10 miles away