Hi sorry I’m new to the group.
in April this year I was diagnosed with bladder cancer. I went through the chemotherapy which was only a six week course. In august right in the middle of of the big 6 weeks holidays I had a scope done and it was back. A week later I was back in hospital having my second TURBT. I find our the results this coming Friday.
What it is since .. I’m just struggling with everything, feel so weak, useless and stuck. And to top it of Ive lost all interest in my sex life. Sorry, totally not sure who to talk to any more.
Sorry think the worse thing is I feel like a total fake! Ive hardly told anyone about what I’m going though, just I can just imagine the looks than people’s eyes moving up towards my hair. I’m so sorry just need to rant a little.
