Hi there,
I’ve recently been diagnosed with breast cancer after finding a lump along the side of my left breast. Initially felt like bone or muscle, but following a mammogram, ultrasound and biopsy it was confirmed as a grade 2 tumour. Been told it hormone receptive which is a good thing? Was shocked a first and couldn’t stop shaking but was told it’s early stage and treatable with a lumpectomy and some radiotherapy and get on with my life (Drs words) so was feeling like this was just a minor blip to get through. However other calcifications were found elsewhere in the same breast, biopsy done and mri. Said they can’t be 100% sure it’s non cancerous from the sample they took so they’re getting a second opinion and I may need an mri led biopsy. If positive I think a mastectomy is needed. I’m so scared now and think I’ve just been in total denial. I couldn’t even say the word cancer at the beginning. Have only told my husband but can’t think about telling family or friends for fear it will just blow up and make it more real. Sorry for rambling, I just needed to get that all out x
It's so much better venting, rambling & letting all your feelings out to anyone, especially during early stages when you may not have told a lot of people in your life yet. I hope this community & its forums/groups allows you to find some comfort & solace in the fact that you're not alone. There are so many people you can find who will relate to you & it could be a really positive experience knowing that there are others who can share their lived experiences, cutting through medical jargon or unsettling environments. Never apologise for sharing your thoughts, you are stronger than you think 
Hello Hazel (Hazel1980 )
A warm welcome to the online Community, although I am so sorry to find you joining us. I am Brian one of the Community Champions here at Macmillan.
The Community is divided up into cancer specific groups and I would advise you to join our breast cancer group where you will "meet" others on the same or similar journey. Here's the link you need:
Once you click on the link and the page opens up, click on "join" on the black banner at the bottom of the page. Once you have joined the group you can introduce yourself in the "New Here - Say Hello" section. You can either copy and paste or repost the post above. I am sure you will receive plenty of support there.
Our Support Line on 0808 808 00 00 (8am to 8pm 7 days a week) is also there for you to.
If you need any help in navigating the Community please don't hesitate to get back to me.
Best wishes - Brian.
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