Hi i tried this a while ago and never carried on, but here i am again as i am struggling with my Husbands diagnosis on metastases' kidney cancer .
He is very down all the time and i try to keep his spirits up, but its very hard as i work full time (some days are 11 hr shifts) i just had 5 weeks off to help him as he has had some severe side effects from his first immunotherapy treatment (tx) then he got a peri anal abscess, along side numerous haemorrhoids, he is really really low.
He has always been melodramatic when it comes to being ill, so i have to admit i do struggle sometimes with him.
I just need to talk to someone, vent if you will. i feel guilty for being mad at him sometimes. I am also scared for what happens down the line......
Its all just so up in the air we don't know how long he has and i am just living in limbo.
Anyone else feel similarly?
