Hello
My husband has recently been treated for bladder cancer. He now needs further treatment as it is more aggressive than first thought. He cannot have his bladder removed due to other medical concerns so treatment of radiotherapy is the only option. I still work full time and have a very demanding job and work has been very supportive, giving me the time and space I need so I can support my husband. My main issue is that on the surface, I am calm, confident and well organised, but inside I’m struggling. I feel lost, afraid and exhausted. I have anxiety which I control well, but it’s starting to get the better of me. The focus has to be on my husband as he is the one that ill and facing real challenges, but I feel lost and like a failure for even feeling this way. I don’t know how to make this better. Any advice gratefully received, thank you
