Hi,
I am new here, I had breast cancer 2019 both breasts and it was stage 2 lobular cancer. I had surgery and 15 rounds if radiotherapy and was put on anastrozole and yearly mammograms for 10 years. At 5 year mark I have now to stop meds and going onto 3 yearly mammograms and I am so scared as both my lumps could not be felt by me or the specialist, the 10 years gave me a feeling of security and now I don't have that. I wondered if anyone feels like this and for some reason this has made me really upset and anxious and brought it all home, I have not shed one tear since having cancer I think I pushed it away and now it there and I am struggling and feel if I cry I won't stop. Sorry for long post for my first time but I hope someone has the same feelings as I feel alone even though I have family.
Hi Monkeypants and a very warm welcome to the online community which I hope you'll find is both an informative and supportive place to be.
I’m sorry to read how you're feeling now you've come to the end of your five yearly mammograms.
The online community is divided into different support groups so I'm going to recommend that you join the breast cancer group, which is a great place to ask questions, share experiences and get support.
To join, just click on the link I've created and, once you've joined, you can start a new post in the same way as you did here and join in with existing conversations by clicking on 'reply'.
It would be great if you could put something about your diagnosis and treatment into your profile as it really helps others when replying to you and also when looking for someone on a similar pathway. It also means that you don't have to keep repeating yourself. To do this click on your username and then select 'Profile'. You can amend it at any time and if you're not sure what to write you can take a look at mine by clicking on my username.
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