Hi Murcao and a very warm welcome to the online community which I hope you'll find is both an informative and supportive place to be.
It's natural to be feeling as you do at this stage but try to take one step at a time and just concentrate on what you do know rather than what might be.
The online community is divided into different support groups so I'm going to recommend that you join the prostate cancer group which is a great place to connect directly with others, ask questions and share experiences.
To join, just click on the link I've created and, once you've joined, you can start a new post in the same way as you did here and join in with existing conversations by clicking on 'reply'.
"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
