Hi Angelbops and a very warm welcome to the online community which I hope you'll find is both an informative and supportive place to be.
I'm so sorry to read that your mum has recently died from cancer and I know how difficult loosing a parent can be.
The online community is divided up into different support groups so I'm going to recommend that you join and post in the bereaved family and friends group as you'll then connect directly with others who have lost a loved one to cancer.
To join, just click on the link I've created and, once you've joined, you can start a new post in the same way as you did here and join in with existing conversations by clicking on 'reply'.
If you need any further help finding your way around the community just reply to this post and I'll do my best to help.
Whatever cancer throws your way, we’re right there with you.
We’re here to provide physical, financial and emotional support.
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